TIE WELCOME JACK, HENRY, DEVON, ROXAS, PENELOPE, MATILDA, THEO and Charlotte!!

[mammag]

I'll have every available thing crossed!!! Yay!! I'm excited for you

 

[wanabeamama]

there is a long wa to go and lots of hurdles to get over

 

[honeysuede]

Hi ladies, I hope everyone is well, Laura, I am thinking of you

Ok girls, I need some help, here is the situation:
Since having Jack, OH has been odd about DTD, it took a few months then we did it a few times but he would never 'finish'. I think it's a mixture of being scared of getting me PG & knowing Jack is in the next room. So after the whole pregnancy with no sex life it has pretty much been that way. A few weeks ago we stayed in a hotel over night while my sis had Jack, we DTD & he finished! yay Then last saurday, at home, we DTD again & back to the not finishing thing. He doesn't lose interest he just stops. Anyway, enough of that, the reason I am telling you this TMI is lately my body has been doing EVERYTHING it did when I was first pg with Jack, I done a test last week which ws neg as I knew it would be. I came off the mini pill the day before we DTD at the hotel & had a small bled since. Then this morning for some reason I did a test, no idea why as I have had 3 days of TERRIBLE af pains so have been waiting for it to show. Anyway, there is a thick pink lne!?!? I then done a futher 3 IC tests & I can't really see much more than maybe an evap on those. Could I just have a faulty text??? I almost had a panic attack Shock was not the word!! I have been trying to get a pic on my phone but they do not seem to show it well xxx

 

[mammag]

It seems to me like there are lines on all of them?! Idk, pee on more things!!!!!

 

[Grumblebea]

I can't see from my phone!

 

[waiting2c]

I can see something on a lot of those..... More tests please!!!! How would we feel if it was true?

 

[honeysuede]

Thanks girls

Well I have done a few more ICs, all with the same extra extra faint line, none of them, even the ones in the pic, are FMU so will test in the morning with a FR. I got 2 FR & done one earlier which was neg but I had held my pee for less than an hour & drunk loads of water at lunch.

I think I must have a dodgy batch of IC's you know

*If* I am pg I can honestly hand on heart say I would not know how to feel which makes me feel awful as, after almost of 2 years TTC with Jack I know how precious & amazing the gift of a is. Ultimately I will be scared. But I always in my heart knew I would fall again very quickly, just thought it would be a year not 5 months! I am probably not anyway, and if it is a faulty batch of ICs then an angry e-mail shall be drafted. I have not & will not mention any of this to OH. No need at this stage. God I am scared Thanks for being there
xxx

 

[mammag]

Can you dip one in water to see if you get a line?

 

[honeysuede]

Can you dip one in water to see if you get a line?

Ooh good idea! why didn't I think of that will do it now xx

 

[honeysuede]

No faint line...
xx

 

[mammag]

Hmmmm, interesting. I can't wait to see what FMU brings. And I don't blame you for being afraid of a But like you said, you'll warm up to it very quickly, and it'll be amazing!! If you're pregnant that is

 

[honeysuede]

Hmmmm, interesting. I can't wait to see what FMU brings. And I don't blame you for being afraid of a But like you said, you'll warm up to it very quickly, and it'll be amazing!! If you're pregnant that is

Yeah, I am trying not to obsess about it too much as I am going a little mad. I shall update with FR in the morning. The way I see it is if I go bed bed early I will get answers earlier
xxx

 

[Grumblebea]

Not sure which way to cross my fingers for you.

AFM, I took my daughter to her first OB appointment yesterday and they did a scan of her wiggle bug (I've never seen a baby move so much). It was cute but I'm still trying to grasp the fact that I'll be a grandma at 41 :/

 

[MrsStutler]

I see lines on a lot of those tests, and that's looking from my phone. I can understand feeling scared, but you'll get through it!

Great news about the follicles Laura!!!

Can you believe Roxas is a YEAR old today?!?!? Where did the time go? I had clinical all day today so I missed out on most of the day, and today my patient died ( seriously I think I'm cursed). Then my mom got Roxas a little cake, lit a candle and sang to him...without me. I had a little cake at home for him but I didn't want to give him even more cake so I just sang to him and gave him the toy we got for him. I'm kind of ticked my mom did that. I feel like what should have been special for our family was kinda taken away in that gesture. At any rate we have his party on Sunday so I have that to look forward to.

 

[waiting2c]

Happy birthday roxas!!! Omg I can not believe it has been a year already!!! Gone so fast! Sorry your mum did that, I would be ticked off too as it is a special thing.

T I am going to be checking back in a wee bit as you must be testing soon. Whatever happens we are here for you

You will be a smashing grandma grumble

 

[honeysuede]

Morning ladies
Thanks for your support

Nicole - that must have been odd but lovely seeing the wiggly little one! And my nan was 39 when I was born!

Happy birthday Roxas!!
everyone else.

As for me testing, I got the very faint lines on the IC's this morning but I can't see anything on the FR I am starting to think I have been fooled by a dodgy batch of ICs I didn't think peeing on a stick would be f**king with my head this much again so soon
xxx

 

[Grumblebea]

Happy birthday Roxas!

 

[mammag]

Happy Birthday Roxas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'd wait to test again, it's so stressful, lol. I think if it were a real line on the IC there would be something on the FR by now.

 

[honeysuede]

Happy Birthday Roxas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'd wait to test again, it's so stressful, lol. I think if it were a real line on the IC there would be something on the FR by now.

Thanks Grace, yeah I think you're right. I will test again tomorrow with a different test but I am thinking I am not pg xxx

 

[Jess19]

Hey girls, wow there's so much going on!
Happy 1st birthday Roxas!
T I know the thought of another pregnancy must be terrifying! and I'm sure whatever the outcome you'll figure out how to manage and everything will be ok. But I agree with Grace, the FRER should show something by now.

I'm freaking out myself over here, I think I might have to poas soon!
I swear last week I had ovulation pain. On top of that I felt super frisky! And my CM suggested something was going on.
And since I'm past my 6 week waiting period DH and I have been BDing like rabbits (love having my sex life back! )
Well I had my post baby checkup yesterday and my dr suggested birth control but I declined.
Here's why...... I never had a period as long as I nursed DS, I quit nursing him in Oct and my period returned in Nov.
So I figure it will be the same with DD... right?
If I did ovulate last week I should have a period in a couple weeks, only time will tell now.
No period means I prob didnt ovulate and I prob won't as long as I continue to breastfeed ( but it's not 100%) I still should be careful, but no period no chance of pregnancy I'd the way I see it
But if by some weird reason I get a period , I need to be extremlyv careful!
I'm not trying to get pregnant til after my wedding and after my best friends wedding in Aug.