Soo....Got my anniversary gift today...FedEx dropped it off...It is still sitting in the garage cause it is a massive heavy box...don't think I should be lifting heavy objects

Texted dh and told him that his Amazon order was here and he texted back...I'm pretty sure it's your Amazon order..
After feeling like a big a$$hole about the card last night...he got me again...He asked me "Did you get me anything?" I said "No...You told me not to." Then he said..."Did you at least get me a card?" I said "No..I didn't" Honestly I forgot and even though I felt like shit I said to him.."And I don't even feel bad about that" Said that cause I am a first-class bitch!

He says to me...You know..this is my anniversary too...It's not all about you...

Yeah I am such a horrible bitch....Guess I am gonna see if I can get a sitter and take him to dinner and a movie this weekend...Maybe show him how easy it really is if you want to do it..

You know I should feel worse than I do but I guess I am really selfish and want him to make me feel like he only wants to spend time with me..