I am so sorry to hear ur loss , Unfortunatly i also went through the exact same thing .......
i had been ttc for 3 yrs now up until last october i found out i was pregnant ..........
i am a easy going person so did what i thought was right for my pregnancy (my previos pregnancy was a walk in the park no worries healthy baby boy ) and so i waited till i was 4 weeks till going to doc for dating scan , had some bloods and levels came back fine......
over the next month i noticed i couldnt stay awake during day and was vomiting an awful lot of the day up to 17 times a day (which i did Not get with 1st preg) so was getting a little frustrated .........
i went to hospital one night as i just couldnt take any more and thought they might be able to help me sleep a whole night with out vomiting ,
more bloods were taken just to find out my hormone levels and not risin in 3 weeks
so i was sent for an emergancy scan the next day,
got up early with my best friend and son was so excited because i thought finally going to see my baby for the first time ,
1st he tried a normal belly scan but could not see properly then a vag scan and just when he said i can see 3 babies identical with in a blink of an eye he also said BUT i cant see any viable heart beats, ( my response look harder)
but no they were already gone.........
it was a very hard time in my life, but its now this week which is hardest , in my head when my son started full time kindy i would be preparing a nursery for triplets its hurting every day, i cant sleep ,all i see is my little girls in my dreams ,then i seem to wake up crying , i despretly wanna try again but i dont want to forget my girls let alone replace them , I feel for you and do totally understand, ppl will try comfort u but its just not the same
i believe i have 4 children no matter what ppl say even if there is only 1 on this earth , they walk with me every day and i believe yours are doing the same
my heart and thoughts are with you, every time i cry ill cry for you too
, may our babies be comferting each other where ever they are
yours truly Amy