Wellllll where do i start. Dropped carly off at school and felt really hungry so went to a cafe to grab something to eat and feed ella. Fed ella and put her back in her pram , played with her then orded ... Until she did that strain on her face.. then i looked down ( she was wearing a dress and tights) and saw her tights explode and fill up with poo Place didnt have baby changes and i left my baby bag at carlys school One nappy in my handbag and no wipes.. Thank god its where my mum works so i know everyone there , went to the upstairs toilet placed her on a towl and the manager gave me warm soapy water to give her a washdown. remembered i left the nappy in my bag so ran down with a naked baby to get it costumers looking at me. Back to the bathroom, relised the nappy must of dropped out so went back down the stairs with ella screaming to find the nappy. Ran back upstairs to change. Poo got all over the walls , carpet everywhere. I was shaking like i leaf as there was costumers trying to get in. Finally got everything cleaned, tights and baby grow in the bucket and then chucked in the skip. Went to sit down shaking as everybody looked at me like i was a complete failure It was my fault i have memory of a gold fish and left everything at carlys school Ella wouldnt stop crying so the manager came down and took her off me so i could eat my lunch ( which by this time was stone cold) i ate it so fast i didnt even taste it .. payed then ran off. I have never been so embarresed in my life. I must of look like a right twat Went straight the the cloest supermarket , brought a huge bar of choc and 2 red bulls and sat on a bench and de stressed.