libbymarks198
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so this month i have been trying not to try haha, everyones is telling me the moment you stop trying you will get pregnant stop stressing etc... i keep saying its not that easy to just stop trying and forget and i cant imagine i ever will until i get a baby no matter how i get the baby even if it is through adoption or something else... any who this cycle i have been trying to forget about it and to be honest i have been doing really good i was temping at first but haven't for 5 days now haven't done any opks and haven't been using fertility friend on my phone or lap top i also haven't been on here, this morning on the toilet i checked my cervix for the first time though and it felt high soft and wet so i quickly checked my app to see what cd i was on and i made sure we dtd but i didn't tell oh i thought i might be ovulating as he has been crumbling under the pressure lately and it hasn't been a very fun experience for either of us. i am really enjoying this month i am not feeling stressed or worried and i am just going with the flow, the only thing that worries me is i haven't ovulated the past 3 months so if i don't o again i won't know as i am not temping or anything but until today i have enjoyed myself for once and not stressed.
pointless post really but just wanted to let you all know a month of ntnp is bliss i feel like a human again
(sorry for the lack of capitol letters and proper english i am in a rush)
pointless post really but just wanted to let you all know a month of ntnp is bliss i feel like a human again
(sorry for the lack of capitol letters and proper english i am in a rush)