sweetlissa
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Ok. So last night my hubby comes home we ate dinner. He was sitting in the living room and said you wont believe who I thought about all day. I said who. He said Nevermind. Any person knows that you are going to say tell me. So finally he said baby Joey ( our friends baby). He then said he couldn't get over how he was able to make him smile (he is about 4 months old and just loves my hubby. So I then said Ok maybe we should really talk about this appt and weather we are going to do it. So laying in bed last night he started naming names for babies. I said ok so we are going to have this conversation. So he said "If I am sure he is sure. If I am unsure then he is unsure" I told him I just don't want to get my heart broke again. I told him that I would be willing to try 1 time and then be done. I then asked him if he would be willing to give me shots in the butt. He said whatever he has to do. So this morning I am kinda torn for what to do. I am finally going to have all my kids in school. I could go to work or back to school. I will finally have a little freedom. But at the sametime I want another baby. I always wanted a big family and my husbands thoughts are if we have a baby then I need to be at home with the baby he doesn't want someone else to raise it. I kinda feel like we are pushing for something that might not be in the cards. I just don't know. I know you girls are going to read this and think I am crazy. But you all know the road I have been down. Thanks for letting me vent.