Trying to stay positive

[Jess1202]

Trying to stay positive this month but my hormones are all over the place. Not sure if that is an affect of the Femara or not.

I am supposed to get AF on Saturday.. I've been at this so long that I wonder sometimes if I should keep going. The minute I see AF, i go in to bummer mode for a week and then start counting the weeks until we can try again.

OH job has him home for a month and gone for a month so if we are out this cycle, we are out the next cycle and then go to IVF in Feb. Its been an incredibly long journey to have this next little one. People keep asking why when we are so close to being "home free" (we have ds 14 and ds 11)

 

[stacergirl]

I too am like you, I get so bummed when af comes but then get excited to try again thinking were def going to get it right this time!! My husband will be gone at the end of january and I'm in my fertile window now so if it doesn't happen this month I'm out a cycle. We're considering clomid..not sure though. We both had testing and nothing came back wrong, except abnormal morph on my dh. I'm thinking maybe i don't have enough cm, or maybe his little guys are all leaking out of me! Ha! But I guess I just think of new excuses every month. I've been taking evening primrose oil, green tea, vitamins, using pressed, putting my hips up for 30 min after, etc but it's been 19 months and nothing yet. So I'm trying to stay positive as well!!
We can try to stay positive together!! Hopefully you'll get your BFP this cycle!!!