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[mama10893]

yes i think so...af is due saturday so i may test sunday morning if af doesnt show sat! keeping my fingers crossed but also trying to not stress too much about it

 

[willowtree24]

Yeah good call mama I do hope it's good news I can't believe how fast time is going and I'm not at work thought I'd be so bored but I'm not.

 

[mama10893]

i hope so too! and yea thats great! glad time is flying for you

 

[swimmyj1]

Willow - oh man I have anxiety about packing now hahaha, I didn't even think about bringing some underwear I don't care about (gonna add that to my list!) I figure I will pack in a few weeks still. water birth sounds nice and hopefully more comfortable. Hope that baby comes soon!

Mama - I'm sooo hoping that is implantation bleeding!! sooo crossed here How are you feeling otherwise?

Sounds silly but I'm super excited for my date night on saturday I failed my glucose test so I have to do the 3 hour repeat that day. But afterwards we are going to the beach all day and doing a double feature drive in movie after. He puts all these pillows and blankets in the bed of his truck and we get to snuggle and watch the show. So corny but its my favorite date lol.

 

[mama10893]

aw swimmy that sounds like the best kind of date! id looooove to do something like that!!!
and im also hoping it was IB but trying not to get too excited😂 no other symptoms this month except my heart rates been a little elevated...which im not sure is a symptom but its not normal for me lol! but otherwise i feel normal...af is due tomorrow and no signs of her yet...we shall see! i will really laugh if this is the month that worked😂 i have a test so i can test on sunday or monday!

 

[willowtree24]

Lol packing anxiety I've got lists beyond piles of lists about all this stuff haha I'm scared I'll forget something important like the car seat for example lol. That does sound amazing no wonder you can't wait !!! Sounds so relaxing and romantic lol. We don't have drive in cinemas. He did ask to take me for a Meal though so I bit his hand off for that lol.

I'm getting to the point where I can't for in maternity tops cos my belly has dropped so low down now. Had some pains the other day abit like period pains I think that was little bit of braxton. Not sure though It wasn't bad at all I just had a warm bath. Yeah the big horrible pants you don't mind getting messy or throwing out I got some cheap ones from primark to shove on. Mama I hope it is I really do keep us updated any symptoms that's not normal for you I'd still count !! Hanging on in there.

 

[mama10893]

tested today, BFN af was due yesterday or today, so will test again if she doesnt show not counting myself out yet

 

[swimmyj1]

mama - hang in there!! fingers are crossed!!

Willow - finished the baby room mostly made me feel so much better! but your right total packing anxiety for sure!! I've had brax's and that pretty much what mine felt like. Not super comfortable but not super painful either. That's a good sign!! hopefully you don't have much longer to wait!

AFM- i failed the blood sugar test. Officially have gestational diabetes Going to meet with the specialist tomorrow and get set up with meal planning, blood sugar monitor and insulin. not loving this part but I can do anything for a few months and hopefully won't have to keep doing it after.

 

[willowtree24]

tested today, BFN af was due yesterday or today, so will test again if she doesnt show not counting myself out yet

Awww yeah don't loose hope when will you test again mama ? What test did you use

 

[mama10893]

used a FRER, tested again today, BFN! gonna test again at the end of the week, by then itl be late enough to know for sure, but im 99% sure im out, im actually convinced i didnt even ovulate this month, as i had no signs and af hasnt shown. im going to take a break from ttc for the summer and just try to enjoy myself! also going to try to lose some weight and get healthier, and will revisit ttc in the fall i will keep in touch, so keep me posted on how everything is going willow and swimmy! cant wait til you both have your girls, so super happy for you both!

 

[willowtree24]

used a FRER, tested again today, BFN! gonna test again at the end of the week, by then itl be late enough to know for sure, but im 99% sure im out, im actually convinced i didnt even ovulate this month, as i had no signs and af hasnt shown. im going to take a break from ttc for the summer and just try to enjoy myself! also going to try to lose some weight and get healthier, and will revisit ttc in the fall i will keep in touch, so keep me posted on how everything is going willow and swimmy! cant wait til you both have your girls, so super happy for you both!

I hope your not out. Sounds a good idea have a nice relaxing summer you going to try but not prevent it see what happens. I got too stressed when ttc and it's a good idea to have a bit of a relax I think it helped me so much. 😀 I know it will for you too. Thank you we are getting nearer not too long now. It's kind of scary but so exciting at the same time it's mixed emotions

 

[swimmyj1]

mama - We took a break for a few months and it really was very helpful. TTC can be super stressful. Enjoy your amazing summer! My fingers are still crossed that you will get a surprise bfp sending lots of hugs

 

[mama10893]

thanks guys! im hoping once i get a bit healthier and stop stressing so much that it will just happen naturally and yes willow you are crazy close! i bet you cant wait to meet her!

 

[mama10893]

omg...im quite a bit weary about this because its late id expect it to be darker...but i see a line easily in real life..

 

[swimmyj1]

Omg mama!! That is totally a line!!! Yay!!!!!! Oh I just did a happy dance for you no joke. I hope this is your sticky bean!!!

 

[mama10893]

im so terrified! lol this is my first even HINT of a second line ever! im gonna do another test tomorrow and im scared it wont be positive😳😳😳

 

[willowtree24]

Yes mama !!!! Yes never loose hope. I see that second line !! It's abit blury on my phone but I can see it. I'm totally happy dance right now Haha. Don't be nervous I'm praying for sticky bean

 

[swimmyj1]

Don't be worried if the line isn't darker tomorrow, I would panic about lines getting darker or not when I thought they should. Heck sometimes they would even be lighter than 2 days before. My fingers are soooo crossed! How many dpo are you thinking you are right now? Is it possible you ovulated later than you thought? Can't wait to hear how today's goes!

 

[mama10893]

the test this morning was stark white negative😕 i dont know what to think!!! im gonna go for bloodwork soon to make sure ugh! this whole thing is so frustrating! of course in my last month trying the stupid test would get my hopes up and then crush them! lol

 

[swimmyj1]

the test this morning was stark white negative😕 i dont know what to think!!! im gonna go for bloodwork soon to make sure ugh! this whole thing is so frustrating! of course in my last month trying the stupid test would get my hopes up and then crush them! lol

No! Seriously! That is just crewl if that last test was just a false positive. When are you doing blood work? I'm hoping this wasn't just a hope crusher that would be mean sending you lots of hugs!