TTC #1- Looking for buddies!

[Dream143r]

Just like Amber said, it's gotta start somewhere. FX for doubling results on Monday. I believe wholeheartedly this is the one TB. Please keep posting your pics when you take those FRERs.

4dpo over here, meh.

 

[tbfromlv]

Well here it is then lol

 

[Dream143r]

ahhh thank you.

When is your missed period date?

 

[tbfromlv]

Well depends on if FF is right or not. If she’s right my missed period would be Sunday, otherwise if FF is off a day, Monday

 

[SunnyBe]

I agree Tb, maybe FF is off by a day. And didn't you say that your mom had trouble with pregnancy tests picking up a pregnancy? Maybe your hCG is just (genetically) very low to start with. Great news about the progesterone numbers!

Steph, how are you doing? Has it sunk in yet?

Amber, I'm also thinking it's gonna be a boy haha. We're probably all wrong It's amazing how your just cruising along without any horrible symptoms. Sign me up for one of those!

Dream, wow! 10 lbs in such a short period of time?! That's so impressive! You go girl I'll join you in testing next Wednesday. So let's join the other's on the BFP train next week!

 

[AmberR]

Wonderful line Tb!

Looking forward to seeing some BFPs next week!

Sunny- I've really been lucky! I've had the standard sore boobs, nausea and fatigue but as long as I'm not throwing up I'm happy!! Oh and I've been waking around 2-3 AM hungry and nauseated, but can usually go back to sleep after getting a snack

 

[tbfromlv]

I’ve decided not to worry about the beta. I don’t think it’s bad for where I am at. And if FF is wrong, I’m only 13dpo today. It really just depends on the next one. I’ll probably still buy more FRERs though lol

Sunny and dream I hope you get on the BFP train too!!

 

[Dream143r]

Good luck with you second draw today TB.

 

[tbfromlv]

My FRER looks slightly lighter today, but Wondfo looks darker..?. I’m praying it means nothing and my beta comes back good. I really want this one to stick. ����

 

[AmberR]

Tb- Same thing happened to me! For some reason the FRER looked lighter but darker wondfo. I sure hope it's a sticky one for you too!!

 

[tbfromlv]

Oh Amber I do remember that now! You just made me feel so much better. I’m so paranoid from my last two losses that I’m sure I’m over analyzing EVERYTHING. I wish my doctor would check the results over the weekend. I had my blood drawn but I probably won’t hear until Monday sometime. Maybe I should step away from the tests.

 

[AmberR]

I totally get it! That's what I had to do. I was testing everyday and stressing myself out because the FRER weren't getting darker. I waited a few days and tested again and could easily see the progression by then. Hang in there!!

 

[tbfromlv]

Bad news... my hcg barely increased.. not even by half. This is so unfair.

 

[SunnyBe]

Ahhhh no!!!! Why is this happening again. I'm so incredibly sorry Tb. Don't know what to say. I don't understand why life is so extremely unfair sometimes Did the doctor say anything? I wish I could just give you a hug right now

 

[AmberR]

Oh no Tb I am so very sorry. It is so not fair.

 

[steph1607]

TB, I’m sorry, this is so very cruel.

 

[tbfromlv]

I just don’t understand. The doctor hasn’t sent me a message or called yet. I’m sure I’ll hear from her Monday. Are there other things I should be tested for? Or is it just my crappy endo eggs?

 

[steph1607]

TB the only things I have come across are things like untreated infections (which I think your Greek clinic spoke about?), lining issues and chromosomal abnormalities for which you can have things like PGS testing.

I really feel for you, this is just horrible.

 

[Dream143r]

Oh man. Sigh. I'm so sorry tb. I believed this was it for you. Hugs.

 

[SunnyBe]

Is this your third one Tb? Don't blame yourself! I know you're just trying to make sense of it all but sometimes it's just a case of bad luck.

This is what I wrote about it on the blog when it happened to me last month:

What went wrong? We'll never know for sure but chances are, the embryo that implanted had chromosomal abnormalities.

They say that 1 in 100 mouse embryos are chromosomally abnormal while seven out of 10 human embryos are abnormal. Sometimes, these "mistake" embryos implant but the body detects something is wrong and stops the development before it progresses. So chances are it's just that.​

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Your body was supposed to recognize the embryo wasn't normal but did so too late. But this isn't your first chemical so I understand that you think it might have something to do with your body.

It could be a lot of different things. The cyst, the thyroid, sperm DNA fragmentation, immunes, clotting disorders. I hope your doctor can recommend a full panel of things to check.

Hang in there