Dream I am so sorry you are feeling like this. I never imagined TTC would be so hard. I imagined perfectly regular cycles, romantic bedroom sessions, a beautiful positive pregnancy a couple of months later, telling hubby about it during a lovely day out in the countryside. But in reality, for some of us it really sucks. I didn't for one second think that over a year later I'd be waiting for IVF treatment.
If you feel that taking a break is the right thing for you guys, then by all means go for it, and do it for as long as you need to get your gear back in the right place. Like you and Sunny said, PMS isn't going to be helping things anyway and you might feel more positive in a few days.
I've browsed so many threads on here, and it genuinely seems that most of the time, one way or another, everyone ends up getting their families. Some of us just have more of a journey than others. And everyone handles this process differently, for some 4 months might feel like no time at all, and for others it feels like a lifetime.
I completely understand what you mean about your clock ticking. 32 is far from old, but in the female fertility world, our stupid clocks are always ticking. If it puts your mind at ease, is it worth a trip to see your doctor?
I really do hope you feel better soon. Never apologise for being a Debbie Downer. We are all here for each other. I am so grateful to all of you for always cheering me up when I feel crappy. This really is a great thread. (TB don't leave us)
Love to you all
