TTC#2 and SO EXCITED! join me

[HappyCpl]

Runner - I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I'm praying for you and your family.

Isaac - I hate it that the witch got ya

Hann - glad to hear you are doing well.

Bananna - I love reading your posts

Mama - I hope you get a BFP soon or AF shows up. Really pulling for that BFP though

AFM - I feel horrible. I had the WORST heartburn yesterday. I took two Prilosec, two doses of Pepto,and ate 2 Tums and still had heartburn all day. Now today I'm so nauseated and woke up to a loaf of CM. Of course I caved and tested. BFN : sighs: AF is due Saturday.

 

[IsaacRalph]

Just found this made me laugh and cry at same time!!

This is a collection of thoughts from women facing the emotional roller coaster of infertility. Some of it may make you cry, some of it may make you smile. The important thing is to realize that you are not alone in your struggle. Infertility may be the most difficult time of your life spiritually, emotionally, financially, physically and mentally. If you are personally experiencing infertility (TTC longer than 12 months) my heart and prayers go out to you. God bless you.

Says its about infertility - don't think any of us are quite there yet but its all relative to ttc!! Def worth a look!!

https://www.twoweekwait.com/what-no-one-told-you

Love love love this link so true & many of those thoughts I've felt in the last 8 months & when ttc ds! Wish I could be one of those girls mentioned who get bfp straight away! But like it says we are lucky to have each other through this testing time of our lifes! to all of my ttc girlffiends.

 

[IsaacRalph]

Runner - I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I'm praying for you and your family.

Isaac - I hate it that the witch got ya

Hann - glad to hear you are doing well.

Bananna - I love reading your posts

Mama - I hope you get a BFP soon or AF shows up. Really pulling for that BFP though

AFM - I feel horrible. I had the WORST heartburn yesterday. I took two Prilosec, two doses of Pepto,and ate 2 Tums and still had heartburn all day. Now today I'm so nauseated and woke up to a loaf of CM. Of course I caved and tested. BFN : sighs: AF is due Saturday.

Yeah heartburn sucks, I always get it during my tww! Still early days hun, are you going to test anymore?

 

[IsaacRalph]

Just read them, some of them were so funny while others were extremely sad. Really highlights the TTC rollercoster of emotions!

How's everyones temps this morning?

Banana I love reading your posts be ause they are so Irish - the way you write is exactly how you speak, it's great! I used to work in an Irish bar in sydney and it brings back memories when you say things like 'it's grand'. Sorry I had to tell you that!!

I'm excited to see how mamas getting on when she gets back on!!

I did my final digi this morning, you know how they take 2 minutes to process, well it took less than 20 seconds and there it was 3+ - a lovely sight to greet me! Felt a bit more nauseous this morning too but that could be because I was up half the night with my DD. she normally sleeps pretty well but I guess as we are on holiday she's decided she is in a strange place so we are getting night wake ups!

Hey han all good here, hope your having a fab holiday & so excited that you got 3+ on digi today, how you feeling about your scan on sat?

 

[IsaacRalph]

Hey banana, hope your opk's start developing if its any peace of mind when using ic's I usually don't have any line until a day or 2 before I get a bfp opk! Very hopeful that you haven't ov'd yet!

Mama- those temps are just fab are symptoms are so so good, & its most Defo you have ovulated which means your responding to the meds which is most excellent news & i'm sure if not this month you'll get your bfp very soon! Sorry about the bfn's so far.

Elt- when are you thinking of testing, how many dpo are you?

 

[HappyCpl]

Runner - I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I'm praying for you and your family.

Isaac - I hate it that the witch got ya

Hann - glad to hear you are doing well.

Bananna - I love reading your posts

Mama - I hope you get a BFP soon or AF shows up. Really pulling for that BFP though

AFM - I feel horrible. I had the WORST heartburn yesterday. I took two Prilosec, two doses of Pepto,and ate 2 Tums and still had heartburn all day. Now today I'm so nauseated and woke up to a loaf of CM. Of course I caved and tested. BFN : sighs: AF is due Saturday.

Yeah heartburn sucks, I always get it during my tww! Still early days hun, are you going to test anymore?

I hardly ever get break through heartburn since I take meds for it. The only time I did on a regular basis was while I was preggo with DD. I'm not getting my hopes up. If AF doesn't come by Saturday, I'll test again.

 

[MamaMac123]

Thanks Isaac

Of course I'm hoping for the bfp but really I'll be happy to get AF. I think she's coming...I just checked my cervix...no spotting yet but my cervix is high soft and open...that combined with the temp rise suggests AF. Looks just like last cycle end...cervix was same and temp was almost the same as well. Thinking I'll have spotting by tonight. If not I'll test in AM. If still negative then I won't test again until weekend if no AF. I was feeling silty nauseous after my last post but it was pretty mild and only lasted about 20 minutes. Had some lunch and it's gone now. Also got really emotional last night and cried for no reason. DH was making fun of me haha. But again, that's pretty typical of just before AF...funny though because it's been sooo long since I had a normal AF with normal symptoms (don't get many symptoms when on bc) so all the usual symptoms seem so out of place now.

 

[IsaacRalph]

Oh my i'm very sad right now my dear friends have suffered a miscarriage its not like they have had enough hardship having 2 failed ivf rounds & to then by a miracle get pregnant naturally but yes they have lost their baby too! What on earth? I am utterly depressed

 

[HappyCpl]

Oh my i'm very sad right now my dear friends have suffered a miscarriage its not like they have had enough hardship having 2 failed ivf rounds & to then by a miracle get pregnant naturally but yes they have lost their baby too! What on earth? I am utterly depressed

Oh this is terribly sad! Praying for your friends.

 

[banana07]

Oh Issacralph that is just awful thoughts and prayers are with them. Is it just me or are we hearing these stories almost every week, it is just because we are ttc that we notice them or they hit us so hard. Its terrifying

Happycpl - will you test again before Saturday?? Monday was very early if AF isn't due until Saturday. I've decided not to test this month until at least 14dpo (last months AF came 10dpo and 12dpo) Can barely handle the Neg on the OPK couldn't handle and Neg on a hpt. My preg tests say something like only 56% of preg ladies get a BFP 4 days before AF due and it jumps up to 89% 3days before and 93%2 days before and 98% 1 day and 99% the day of or something very very like that so still very early days for you yet

Mamamac - Hope its either a BFP or second best case its AF. Is this your first proper cycle - how do you know how long your lp is / when AF is due?? I'm still trying to get mine straight no idea how long lp will be this month as it was 10 days first month and 12 days last month could be anything this month!!!

 

[HappyCpl]

You're right, it is early. I guess I just figured if these symptoms are pregnancy related then maybe the hormones would be high enough to detect. Guess it doesn't always work like that. I've got one more test. Will probably cave before Saturday, but I'm going to try to hold out as long as I can.

 

[MamaMac123]

Isaac - such sad news my heart an prayers go out to your friend. I'm so afraid of finally getting pregnant and then losing the baby. I can imagine how much tougher a loss it would be after going through so much to get pregnant

Banana - yes this is my first (fx hopefully!) normal cycle. That's assuming I really have ovulated. I think I have but I'm so skeptical of my body these days I don't think I'll fully believe it until I get AF or a bfp! Because its my first I have no idea what my normal cycle length, typical ov day or length of LP is. All I have to go on is what I can chart and what ff predicts. If I have a normal 14 LP then my AF should be tomorrow meanin I should start spotting today. So far nothing. But like I mentioned before my cervix and temps suggest its coming....looks just like day before and of AF last month web it started from the Metformin so fx this cycle is ending and I'll be much better equipped with knowledge to go get that eggy next month! Or a bfp this month would be awesome hehe

 

[IsaacRalph]

Thanks so much girls feeling very sad for them but it also coincides with when we lost our angel baby too, actually it was 3 yrs yesterday! Just gonna say my prayers & go to bed. Night girls Xx

 

[elt1013]

Hello ladies...sorry it is so late but I had another long shift today at work.

Hann- yes, you are defo preggers!

Isaac- so sorry hun...for you and your friends! I have never went through anything like that and can't imagine the pain.

Mama- Like you said, atleast if AF comes, hopefully this cycle will give you some insight on future ones!

Happy- you probably said already but how many dpo are you? Hoping for a BFP for you and it is just not showing yet!


AFM- I don't really know when I am going to test....I am starting to feel the urge already but tmrw is only 7dpo. I might use a cheapy in the morning, but not sure yet as I know it is too early! Oh...who am I kidding..I will be poas in the morning!
My temp this morning got me a little excited and it was done early too. I did not adjust it but according to the adjustment, I should have put it as 98.5, which is super high for me after o. I am curious to see what tmrws is! Also loads of watery and ewcm today, which is also unusual for me, as it is usually creamy in tww. I did not put it on ff though because it will take my crosshairs away even though my chart shows obvious temp shift. I have had watery cm for the last few days though, so not sure what all that is about. Could all just be part of this weird cycle I had, guess I will know in a few days! Sorry about the book...can you tell I am a little excited? lol

 

[Hann12]

Hey all having a bit of a scary time, last night before bed I wiped and there was a bit of light brown tinged cm about the size of a 50p and then 20p then nothing but clear. This morning there was more cm but this time it had some pink lines in it. If I hadn't have been examining my cm I might have missed it but I still always do so I could see it def there. What do you think? I am obviously assuming the worst and that I'm about to mc. I'm on holiday still until Friday so I can't even get to a dr so I'm just going to have to wait and see what happens. I'm terrified!

 

[banana07]

Oh Hann try not to worry - wasn't it Marie B who had something similar last week she went to the doc and everything was ok. Its all very well me saying this but do try to not worry to much you'll wind yourself up. Sit tight and I'm sure everything will be ok. I know its hard when so many sad stories around us but as I said remember MarieB last week

 

[MamaMac123]

Morning everyone!

Elt - getting excited for you!!!!

Hann - scary stuff friend. Hang tight and as banana said try not to work yourself up too much. If it gets any more is there a hospital or something you can get to or are you completely outta luck on hols? Fx and prayers for you!!!

Afm - well....not only did I get a , no AF and a massive temp drop this morning, but thanks to that drop ff has also seen fit to demote my crosshairs....not instead of 15 dpo I'm apparently 5 dpo! Ugh Happy Anniversary! Lol

So once again, no idea if I've ovulated. Looking at my temps the last couple days I wondered if I really just ovulated a few days ago. Bd was def better timed so that would be nice...but it's pretty annoying to think the 2ww is over an then suddenly you're right back in the middle of it! And of course once again I didn't opk that day. I suck! Lol I just want to know if I really ovulate! Is that so much to ask?? Hope you all have a better morning

 

[Hann12]

Mama - I'm sorry, hopefully you still ov though x

I went to the toilet again about an hour ago and there was nothing but I stuck a bit of tissue up there and more browny cm came out, it was kind of thick snot like stuff. I'm trying not to panic and am resting but have also both me and DH have had a cry and prepared ourself for the worst.

 

[MamaMac123]

Hugs, FX and lots of prayers

 

[HappyCpl]

Mama - I'm sorry, hopefully you still ov though x

I went to the toilet again about an hour ago and there was nothing but I stuck a bit of tissue up there and more browny cm came out, it was kind of thick snot like stuff. I'm trying not to panic and am resting but have also both me and DH have had a cry and prepared ourself for the worst.

Hann - I'm sure it's nothing. But of course until you see a dr, you're going to be concerned. Any of us would be.

Elt - I'm 10 DPO today. I was thinking I was later but I'm not. Lol. I still have a few days left in this TWW.

I had another round of heartburn last night. Hit me in the middle of BD lol. The nausea is still here. It's constant but is worse at times than others. Maybe it's from all this heartburn that's got my stomach upset.