TTC after infertility and miracle pregnancy

[mommyclausen]

hi, im 24 and me and my husband had tried conceiving for 3 and a half years, along with 6 months of clomid, then my right ovary and right tube removed then the dreaded you will never had kids, then the depression and for 3 months i was depressed i couldnt look at my pregnant friends i couldnt go to baby showers, i couldnt have sex it just tore me apart. a look into my health i am a 10 year pancreatic cancer survivor with mild sle lupus with endo. well oct 25 2013 i found out i was pregnant i was in shock like no this is a joke i cant be and we had our miracle lil angel on june 25 2014. well in august of 2014 i got put on the mirena due to my drs advice had horrible horrible problems out of it so in august of 2015 had it removed and decided to start trying immediately. well after having my daughter my endo got way severe. well ever since august we have been doing some major ttc every chance we get well december 4 2015 i got my period 5-6 days early and then we tried around the days that i figured up were my fertile days well then i turn around and got my period on jan 1 2016 and it only lasted til jan 5th when it normally lasts 7-8 days and then have had sex then. idk if i could be pregnant i took a test on the 1st it was negative, im depressed i can not open up to anyone they are concerned ill relapse into my severe depression i want so badly to have another child but im scared im back to being infertile again please someone help me give me advice or something im so upset and want another baby.

 

[aalam9199]

So sorry you are going through this. It is such a difficult place to be in. Didn't want to read and run. Hugs to you!

 

[Mrs. Atole]

Trust In God.. It doesn't matter what the doctors say all things are possible with him!!