everything his extreme moodiness, his constant snapping at me for no reason, his constant anger outbursts, him refusing to go even one day without alcohol, him forcing me to have his friends over whenever and whatever, without any notice, even though he knows that causes me anxiety. his complete disregard for my specific diet, bc of my health issues. he is just a complete douchebag, and I am so sick of putting up with it, no one thinks I should, everyone thinks I should leave, but I stayed. and now I just honestly want to give it up. I keep trying to fix things, and it doesnt f***king work. pardon my language. but seriously. he is so freakin controlling, my opinion is always wrong, he is always right, if I have a different way of looking at something, I am not supporting him, and I always think he is wrong fight all the freakin time. it is so immature and stupid. and he wont really let me have a voice.