TTC Baby #1 - It's Hard!

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I'm totally relating to you guys!! I was at a baby shower for my cousin the other day and while I try to be so happy for them it's just so difficult. I think my heart almost was torn into pieces when at the baby shower, she was thanking everyone for celebrating with her and announced that one of her dear friends was expecting as well. The woman who is expecting was congratulating me on getting married and told me that if we were to start trying to make sure that we were ready before getting off birth control because "it happens so much faster than you think it will". I went home and my DH had to wipe my tears and assure me that everything would happen when it was meant to. He also told me to stay off of FB and Instagram because there are just babies and pregnant women everywhere!