TTC buddy?!

[Smooch]

Yes Google can be dangerous lol
Some ppl do get very strong pains that are very normal..so that's probably what is happening to you.
how exciting you got to see tiny baby Aw....and yay heart beat tomorrow will be so awesome!!

 

[AMN21]

That awesome you got to see your lil bean TTCBean! So glad things are looking positive. Using the internet to self diagnose is no good lol, webmd will make you think your dying

Anyways, last night I get home from school and DH says "I have to tell you something that will make you sad and happy at the same time" so I said ok and he then told me that his brother and sis in law are having just found out they are pregnant again. They have a 2 year old, the one who just went through his 3rd open heart surgery 2 weeks ago (I think I told you girls about that). They haven't told anyone yet, only my DH. I immediately walked into our bedroom and started BALLING DH followed me in and sat with me for a good half hour while I cried. I am of course happy for them, they planned on trying for another after their son's surgery but I didn't think it would come right away! I just feel so angry and sad when people have babies right when they want it and here me and DH are, over a year now of trying and no baby. Life is just unfair, and I know I shouldn't look at this all so negatively but I told DH I just need time to get over it and I will be my positive self again. It's just getting harder and harder. DH was very sympathetic and helpful last night though. I know he was sad too.

 

[Smooch]

I'm glad he was there for you..I get that....last year after my miscarriage ..I would get so sad/angry..when friends and family announced their pregnancies. After time it was easier and was happy foe them just hard.

 

[TTCBean]

I know exactly how you felt AMN! I feel for you and your DH. Just keep your head up, when you do get pregnant it will be the most amazing feeling in the world. It WILL be worth the wait!!! I cannot wait for it to happen for you!...

I never in a million years thought I'd actually get pregnant after over a year TTC with issues. I purchased a book last month on how to deal with living child-free due to infertility. I read the book even though I'm pregnant now and it makes me feel so so very blessed and amazed. Every day I feel like I am disbelief still, it's crazy!

We're rootin' and tootin' for you amn!!! Come on sticky bean!

 

[AMN21]

Thank you ladies! It means a lot to have you girls to talk to

You ladies will be the first to know of my bfp, well aside from DH lol

 

[TTCBean]

Girls I am so scared! I noticed quite a bit of red thick blood tonight and I've been having the worst cramping ever. I called the after-hours nurse line and just waiting to hear back what to do...

 

[Smooch]

This recently happened to a friend of mine..turned out just fine....but the nurse will most likely tell you to go to the hospital....which if your worried may be a good idea just to be safe. Praying all will be okay.

 

[TTCBean]

Was diagnosed with a threatened abortion. Cramping has been pretty severe and bleeding has been on and off. I got an u/s and the baby measured at 6w6d and had a heart beat of 112bpm. I had a beta too and it was good. The doctor said even though the u/s and beta were good, it is still a 50/50 chance now. So I'm in the waiting game.

 

[Smooch]

hubby and I are praying TTCBean!

 

[TTCBean]

Thank you for the prayers!

hope this bean sticks. I haven't had any bleeding for a couple hours but still having really bad cramping!

I'm also in a pickle - DH's cousin flew in from the Netherlands to take a road trip with us to Florida... we're supposed to leave tomorrow. I feel like complete crap right now, this is stressful!

 

[Smooch]

Well you do whatever your comfortable with as far as the trip goes....gotta look out for you first. What does your DH think?

 

[TTCBean]

Dh says its all up to me. He said he will do whatever I feel comfortable doing, he is being very sweet and understanding about the whole situation. He said if we go I don't have to do my share of the driving and I can relax the whole time and if I feel sick he will lay in bed with me at the condo we are staying at. It's great having such a supportive partner.

 

[Smooch]

Aw yeah I'm so glad he's so supportive. That's great. So you can do whatever u want guilt free.
Just relax and take it easy no matter which you decide.

 

[AMN21]

Omg TTCBean I am praying for you! I can't imagine how you are feeling right now. I hope your bean sticks!! That's great that your DH is being so supportive. Relax as much as you can. When do you go back to the doctors to check everything?

 

[AMN21]

Hey ladies! How are you doing? Been thinking and praying for you TTCBean, I hope all is well. Smooch, I am still waiting on a bump picture!!

I'm CD 19 today, still awaiting O day. My opk this morning looked good, have to take another later. I'm thinking I will get a positive tomorrow or Thursday. At least I hope so!! Anyways, I just wanted to drop in and say hi

 

[Smooch]

TTCBean hubby and i are hoping all is well for you we are thinking of you.

AMN heres to tht opk being nice and dark heres a pic i took earlier...wasnt easy taking it of myself lol...it will just have to do lol

 

[TTCBean]

Omg, Smooch! You look so awesome, look at that bump! I love it !

I am doing good over all. My bad cramping hasn't happened since the hospital, but I've been getting like a pinching/pulling type cramping which I read is supposed to be normal. I am still spotting though which worries me it's just brown old blood, but still. I am in FL right now, until Sunday night. Taking it easy, just relaxing on the beach and eating lots of yummy food, lol, my nausea hasn't been as bad since the hospital so my appetite is INSANE. I feel home sick, I miss my dog and want to cuddle in my own bed! lol but the weather is beautiful so that helps.

 

[Smooch]

Thx I'm glad your getting some relax time...must be beautiful there.
and brown blood usually isn't a huge worry...friend of mine had that for a week she is now 10 weeks and going strong. Just enjoy your time just hoping and praying for the very best

 

[AMN21]

Smooch you are absolutely adorable pregnant! Love your bump!

TTCBean, I'm glad to hear you are doing a little better. Brown old blood sounds much better than bright red! I bet Florida is amazing right now, its chilly here these past 2 days but I am loving it. I'm ready for fall! No fall like a Michigan fall I know how it is on vacation and to be ready to be home in your bed!

AFM, CD 20 and my opk is almost there! Tomorrow better be positive damnit! I'm Oing so late this cycle but I am not surprised since my past few cycles have been longer. Sometimes I wake up and think screw temping and opks BUT I am going to try to keep at it. It just gets to be stressful but TTC is stressful no matter what! Anyways here's my latest opk from a few hours ago.

https://i1134.photobucket.com/albums/m616/anavarre21/opk_zpsda7abfaf.jpg

 

[Smooch]

Should be a full positive very soon
I'm looking forward to fall too..cider and donuts..yum! Have to take my doggies to Yates cider mill...you ladies ever go? Nice trails to walk there.