emmanina
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Hello
This is my first post after a few weeks of serious lurking...ok....i am now 29...but first realised was pregnant when i was 17 years old and 8 weeks gone - i had taken many tests but none was BFP at the time. It took til i was 8 weeks before i experienced a proper BFP but was 17 and had been with my boyfriend only a few months. So decided it was best to have an abortion.
Now more than ten years later i am with the same lovely guy and we want to TTC.I feel so guilty for what happened so long ago and hope it never affects what we so desperately want now, but somehow i feel that my punishment will be to not have any child.
All my friends and family seem to be able to have a baby as soon as they wish and we want one so much. But, now i just can't believe that we will be blessed again. So, really I am trying to ask that nobody judges us against what happened ten years ago and we are somehow able to have the baby we want so much.
At some point over the next few months we want to move to the TTC forum...hopefully will see some of you there xx
This is my first post after a few weeks of serious lurking...ok....i am now 29...but first realised was pregnant when i was 17 years old and 8 weeks gone - i had taken many tests but none was BFP at the time. It took til i was 8 weeks before i experienced a proper BFP but was 17 and had been with my boyfriend only a few months. So decided it was best to have an abortion.
Now more than ten years later i am with the same lovely guy and we want to TTC.I feel so guilty for what happened so long ago and hope it never affects what we so desperately want now, but somehow i feel that my punishment will be to not have any child.
All my friends and family seem to be able to have a baby as soon as they wish and we want one so much. But, now i just can't believe that we will be blessed again. So, really I am trying to ask that nobody judges us against what happened ten years ago and we are somehow able to have the baby we want so much.
At some point over the next few months we want to move to the TTC forum...hopefully will see some of you there xx