TTC, the holidays, and ticking time... Ugh.

[Rubies5]

Sometimes it just seems so hard to hold it together...

I planned to test on the 4th (day after missed .) but hoped for a bfp today. It wasn't. I guess I had doubts, as I'm not certain I've even ovulated in the 2 cycles since my chemical.

Just disappointed... And weary.

Trying to not be consumed with disappointment, but I guess Im still sad about our loss in November.

Thanks for listening & hoping for a for all of you!!!!

 

[HPMINI]

Oh dear - I wish that positive thinking worked more often!
When the year changed to 2012 part of me thought - oh good, another year to be positive that this can be achieved and then the other part of me was despondant about the fact I will hit another birthday!
My other half decided he was ill a few days ago which really put paid to any chances this month.
Bit confused that the digital ovulation test hasn't measured a peak fertility yet this month and hoping that isn't a sign of things to come!
Did manage to grab him last night as all the other symptoms suggest ovulation so fingers crossed! No harm in crossing fingers!

It's really hard not to be disappointed but we'll get there!!

 

[yoyojojo]

hugs - & remaining positive is the only way
my doctor said stress doesn't help at all, very tricky as the longer we try the more stressed we become