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[MyTurnYet]

Squirrel!!! Here we are! When I'm on late at night, I always feel like the only one posting, too. And then the next day I need to catch up on like 25 pages. I seriously have withdrawals when I have to go a couple of days without catching up, like this weekend when I was busy.

Moondance: I don't know if this is the place to say it, but have you ever thought about writing? Your stories are always so colorful.

Tanikit and Celtic - I think I know what you mean by GI diet. Have you ever tried the South Beach diet? It naturally has a lot of low GI foods...whenever I'm on it, I feel SO much better...more energy, clearer thinking, less crankypants. I think it's the GI factor. I'm going to try watching out for that, too. Maybe will start over on South Beach. Oh, I keep meaning to say that I've read in my South Beach diet book that it's helped women conceive who have PCOS. I think it was due to the sugar/hormone balancing, like you suggested the GI diet does.

Niamh, yes I mean first tri. That don't seem as welcoming and it's hard to make friends with new people when you only want to keep your original friends. I pop into a thread so I can meet people and most of the threads are scary and make me queasy and nervous and then I book it out of there! I am even more nervous after reading some threads over their than before I even read anything. I hope by me lingering here to talk to you girls is ok. But, ladies, please be honest ifme being heremay upset you or ifyou'dlike me to take off my signature's. TRUST ME I understand and you will not hurt my feelings!!! I used to be slightly upset seeing a pregnant girl on the ttc thread. So please girls let me knowI won't be offended I PROMISE!!! I love you all!

Niamh (again, hehe!) that spotting sounds suspicious to me?...

Jill, how sweet of your DH.... No offense taken to pop on quick! Sometimes I have no time to write at all I just read and run!!! Good Luck in the TWW!!!!

Julia, first of all, yes, PLEASE stay here! I'll miss you too much if you go. I think we need you. Secondly, you're very sweet. Thank you for the well wishes.

Myturnyet yea go on it is still early though so dont lose hope on till you really have to and I hope you dont! ahhh and that was so cute of your DH lovely

Aw, thank you! I wound up testing and of course BFN and then I read your and Anna's comments and it made me feel a bit better.

Cetic - I think you are right, that guy didn't have a full sex change. He must have had some hormone treatments though, right? I'm still jealous of his two pregnancies

Oh man, that guy got pregnant TWICE?! I didn't know that. I'm kind of jealous of him, too.

Great horoscope!

We drank vodka mudshakes and c***sucking cowboys. Yum Yum.

Think I understand "vodka mudshake" but what's a "c***sucking cowboy"? I'm intrigued! So, are you a teacher Soph? Think it's such a noble profession.
How are the birds?

 

[MyTurnYet]

Oh, I missed Lucky... LuckyD! Hope you're enjoying your last few days of freedom from work! Sounds like you're going to love your new job, though.

Did I miss anyone else?

Ejay, never get to interact with you too much, but feel like I do because I always read your posts. to you, too!

I miss honeybee!

 

[SquirrelGirl]

Yes, how are those masterbating birds of yours, Soph??!! That still makes me chuckle!

 

[MyTurnYet]

I think I might know the post Celtic was talking about, but went back and couldn't find it. Now I'm extra worried about what I say, though.

Thank you for the anniversary wishes! And happy anniversary to you, too! I can't remember now, did we already do engagement stories? How did you get engaged? We were in Newport, RI for a long weekend. We stayed at a beautiful bed and breakfast and I remember waking up and feeling like a princess in this huge canopy bed. After touring some of the mansions, we climbed out onto these rocks on the ocean and DH proposed there. It was very sweet, except all rocky and he was wearing shorts so couldn't get down on one knee. I was in shock for a couple of days and just got very, very silent but inside was like So happy!

about the refreshing...I had a couple of nights like that!!! Kept checking back and waiting for someone to post something.

 

[LuckyD]

Lucky sorry about the BFN - always still hope that AF will stay away though.

I'm doing reasonably well with the sugars issue today - they are still going low in the mornings, but the rest of the day is much better and I am remembering to take the T4 so all good so far.

Aw, thanks love. I swear, this time I am not going to test until I am super late! Glad that all is going well with you at the moment

Sorry people, uh, I'm doing that thing I said a few days ago I didn't want to do, I'm whining and carrying on like a total twat... I'm sorry for being a downer. It's just I've been crying all afternoon.
DP has been a bit abrupt with me today, apparently coz he's busy, I don't know... but I've barely gotten to speak to him all day, and then all of this on top of it is just making me miserable.

Don't feel bad Moondance, as we have said, this is a place where you can share whatever you are feeling, up or down. Hope that you get some good positive time with DP soon.

Here is my horoscope for the week: Sufi holy man Ibn 'Ata Allah was speaking about prayer when he said the following: "If you make intense supplication and the timing of the answer is delayed, do not despair of it. His reply to you is guaranteed; but in the way He chooses, not the way you choose, and at the moment He desires, not the moment you desire." While I don't claim to be able to perfectly decipher the will of the divine, my astrological research suggests that you will soon get a definitive answer to a question you've been asking for a long time. It may come softly and quietly, though, and from a direction you don't expect, and with a nuance or two that'll test your reflexes.

Oooh Jaimie, nice! I am curious about the 'nuance or two that'll test your reflexes' - what could that mean I wonder? I do think that there is something about TTC which gets me a bit more obsessive than I should be. I totally know why this is - but I am going to try and remember to trust in the universe a bit more - to remember that we don't have control over this and to trust that it will happen when it is meant to. Can't hurt right?

Hi ladies, I just caught up on over ten pages and was trying to rock the multiquotes but it got so blooming confusing I ended up deleting my entire response!!! I'm fine, had a lovely day off yesterday. I caught up on all the missed episodes of Ugly Betty, cleaned the house and then had dinner and got tanked with my girlfriends. We drank vodka mudshakes and c***sucking cowboys. Yum Yum.

We have been car shopping for a new car!! And it is going to be a new, new car - not a new, second hand car! I've never had a new car before, it is very exciting. I guess it will be great until we have to start paying for it.

Mmmm, I've had c***sucking cowboys - delicious! Butterscotch schnapps and Baileys. How exciting about the new car! I have never had a new car either, wow! What kind of car are you getting?

Tryfor would that be the first Tri, you know your not the first I heard mention that HMM wonder what gives there. you should start a due date thread so people who are due around the same stage as you can join in then ye can bond as well. stay a way from the drinking an smoking threads they end in tears by all accounts! My AF was super light spotting more than any thing else light every day think I marked one day medium and Im not sure if I call it that to be honest, so spotting this long is not normal for me at all, yet I dont think I will be doing a test surley the doc would have noticed if I was when she was looking at my cervix! we shall see what happens I guess. I normally get MS quite strong and I sleep standing up no sign of that so Im fairly sure Im not. I had a glob of thick EWCM tonight as well I think its a good sign though may be my body is sorthing it self out

Hmmm, this is confusing! Maybe you are right and your body is just sorting itself out, especially after you have stopped breastfeeding - hormones settling down. I wish I had some good ideas for you! But you are usually the person that has ideas for everyone else's confusing body stuff - I would be giving advice to the master! Just really hope it settles down soon.

Niamh, yes I mean first tri. That don't seem as welcoming and it's hard to make friends with new people when you only want to keep your original friends. I pop into a thread so I can meet people and most of the threads are scary and make me queasy and nervous and then I book it out of there! I am even more nervous after reading some threads over their than before I even read anything. I hope by me lingering here to talk to you girls is ok. But, ladies, please be honest ifme being heremay upset you or ifyou'dlike me to take off my signature's. TRUST ME I understand and you will not hurt my feelings!!! I used to be slightly upset seeing a pregnant girl on the ttc thread. So please girls let me knowI won't be offended I PROMISE!!! I love you all!

Sweetie, I don't want you to go! I can only speak for myself, but you have waited so long for this, and have been so supportive of everyone else, plus so sensitive to others feelings since you got your BFP - I wouldn't want you to go anywhere! You are one of us! That's how I feel anyway

Wow, someone got BANNED!?!?!?!? Wow, that's gotta take quite lot of effort!

I don't think she got officially banned? I think she got told to change the things she was posting about, or the way she was writing about it - and she got upset - and then it all got waaaay out of control. Yikes!

I think I might know the post Celtic was talking about, but went back and couldn't find it. Now I'm extra worried about what I say, though.

Thank you for the anniversary wishes! And happy anniversary to you, too! I can't remember now, did we already do engagement stories? How did you get engaged? We were in Newport, RI for a long weekend. We stayed at a beautiful bed and breakfast and I remember waking up and feeling like a princess in this huge canopy bed. After touring some of the mansions, we climbed out onto these rocks on the ocean and DH proposed there. It was very sweet, except all rocky and he was wearing shorts so couldn't get down on one knee. I was in shock for a couple of days and just got very, very silent but inside was like So happy!

Don't worry about what you write Jill! To everyone here - I think we can all agree that as long as we are respectful to each other things should be ok? I know that different things might be upsetting for different people, or we might have different reactions to things - but if we can all discuss these in a mature and appropriate way we should be ok? I LOVE this thread and wouldn't want anything to happen to it! I think we are really good at being sensitive and respectful to each other, and see no reason why that would change.

That is a totally cute proposal story! I don't have a story like that...we didn't actually get married, we had a Civil Union - which is legally like a marriage, but it's something that anyone can do in NZ, regardless of your sexuality. Nothing against marriage - it just fitted our beliefs and way of doing things better - it's legally the same, and anyway we just really wanted the party and the celebration! We just kind of decided to do it together - no-one proposed to the other one! We had spoken about it for a while - and then one night we were talking about it and we were like 'should we?' 'ok!' - and it was exciting! That was Feb 2008.


So I woke up this morning with really strong AF cramps and spotting, so now am just sitting here waiting for AF to arrive in full force. But not one tear has been shed, for the first time ever - for some reason I feel ok. One more month of TTHF with you lovely people. Plus I have a longer LP - at least 13 days, so yay! And it gives me time to settle into my new job. So I think I am ok.

Thanks for all your well-wishes and support xx don't know what I would do without you all

 

[Moondance]

Moon - I checked your chart and noticed that your temps from the beginning of this cycle are missing. Sorry if you already pointed out why - i suspect that might be part of why you aren't seeing a clearer pattern this month?

Yeah, I know, at the beginning of the month, I decided I was going to chillax about it and not temp for my entire cycle, but just wait until I was near ovulation time to do temps, and then once temp rise was confirmed, just temp until next cycle.
Coz my cycle is so long (37-40 days), temping everyday leaves me open to major obsession about everything.

Moondance hope you get your temp rise soon. Sorry you are having a hard time at home - maybe it will get sorted out - can you chat to your father and do you want to stay with him or not?

I don't WANT to stay here because of his girlfriend, but right now I'm unemployed. I get a government benefit of $499 every 2 weeks. Food shopping, Animal Food, Cell Phone Bill, Internet Bill.... after paying that and chipping into the home electric and phone, I don't have any money.
It's not enough to pay rent. Last time I rented ALONE, I couldn't afford to live and ended up starving for days at a time, or living off boxes of frosting mix to keep my sugar intake up.
I have done sharing, but since I don't deal so well with people, I can't just room with anyone, it has to be someone who is a friend... and I don't actually HAVE any friends.
I'd live with DP if I could, but I can't. There are things preventing that from happening. But dad doesn't want me in his house anymore, so he's buying a stupid caravan to put out in the yard for me to live in that.
Mind you I'm only 2 weeks off my birthday and I have to find out that my dad can't stand me and wants me out of his house not from him, but his girlfriend who I can't stand. Dad doesn't even remember that my birthday is coming up.

He said to my sister that he's kicking me out into a caravan coz he's sick of my being messy, but yet he can be just as bad.
I think its more to do with that of a girlfriend of his. He tells her things he doesn't like, so then she gets in his ear and goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about it, until he does whatever she says just to shut her up. And she's been whinging about me since the day I shoved her stupid face into the floor, which I did for good reason. She picked up my dog, a small Pomeranian who has spine and leg problems, picked her up and threw her 4 feet in the air and then walked away! So I shoved her into the floor and screamed in her face.



Sorry people, uh, I'm doing that thing I said a few days ago I didn't want to do, I'm whining and carrying on like a total twat... I'm sorry for being a downer. It's just I've been crying all afternoon.
DP has been a bit abrupt with me today, apparently coz he's busy, I don't know... but I've barely gotten to speak to him all day, and then all of this on top of it is just making me miserable.

Moondance Im so sorry for you look at it this way a caravan might be ok, your own space away from your dads girlfriend and no chance of her coming in drunk and taking her temper out on your pets, you can leave the the place as messy as you like and who cares eh! tell him it better be a nice one

look on it as a stepping stone on to something better, I know your good at computers any chance you can work doing that get get a bit of extra money may be look in to working for yourself may be!!

Dont feel bad for letting all your feelings out here I know I do not mind and hope we can help make you feel better. hey will the fact your not in the family home entitle you to more money from center link. Hmmm why DP short I mean when you feel bad its your partner you turn to for comfort. glad you have us hun

I am in school at the moment for computers... around here, nobody hires for computer things until you have that piece of paper that says "YES, I know how to do all of this crap", they won't really hire on the basis of what I SAY I can do.
Looks like I will have to buy one of those wireless modem things, with the antenna, so I can keep online in the caravan, as there is no way that I'll be able to have a phone line going in that far from the house.
And I need my internet, otherwise I'll go completely mental.

hey tryfor, you asked the other day about my dads girlfriend and I said she hadn't been near me since I shoved her on her face?
Well she was here this morning, trying to tell me that my dad is looking for a caravan for me to live in, so I don't have to live in his house anymore, then asking why I can't live with DP, I told her the reasons, she didn't care.
She's in a spazzy mood again. This could get dangerous by the end of the day if she gets any worse.

Still no temp rise.

GAH, I'm so jealous of people who have normal proper cycles that don't decide to be all spazzy tarded. I want my temp rise dammit!

Oh No Moon!!! The damned girlfriend! A caravan huh? Where are you supposed to go to the bathroom and shower and cook? Is there a talk you can have with your DP since you both are trying to have a baby together for you to move in with him? I mean you would have to soon anyway to raise a baby together right? Gosh Moon, hunnie, I hope everything turns out alright for you Jobs are difficult to find for the past few years...I applied almost everywhere for over a year!!! Good Luck sweetie! And don't apologize for ranting. See, we all do it. We are not only here to talk about fun ttc things but we are here as a BnB family for support and love.

I don't really understand why, but DP appears to not be ready for that move yet, which sometimes makes me wonder whats going on.
Yesterday he was kind of abrupt with me... I had texted him in the morning telling him what dds girlfriend said about why don't I move in with him, and he seemed to think that me telling him she said it was me pushing him.
He came online 3 times during the day, and barely spoke to me any of those times, twice it was just a "Oh, I'm on my way out, sorry, bye" and another it was "going to bed now, bye, HUGS"...
When I am NOT pushing to move in with him, I just like to share with him things that are going on with me, so that if I'm sad, he understands why or whatever.

and your poor DH, having to have teeth pulled. That hurts, I know, I was there a couple weeks ago having a tooth pulled. It still hurts sometimes...

Moondance: I don't know if this is the place to say it, but have you ever thought about writing? Your stories are always so colorful.

Well I do somewhat consider myself a writer, its just always a question of, "where does one get a book published and how do they go about it?" From what I hear, most publishing places won't even accept a manuscript unless it comes from an agent.

Julia, first of all, yes, PLEASE stay here! I'll miss you too much if you go. I think we need you. Secondly, you're very sweet. Thank you for the well wishes.

I second that emotion! We need you here Julia, you're awesome! Plus, you got your BFP, so it kinda gives us some hope!

Yes, how are those masterbating birds of yours, Soph??!! That still makes me chuckle!

Totally! AND I STILL WANNA SEE VIDEO! ROFL!







and so far as I can tell, I still don't have a temp rise...
Confused too, coz my boobs normally feel fat and fullish AFTER ovulation, but they were feeling that way a good four or five days before I was even due to ovulate, but I just kind of ignored it.
Have been uber weepy today, not sure what thats all about... its either the knowledge that my life sucks, OR AF is coming soon. I don't know.
Also keep having AF like cramping.

But enough about me!!!!
I HAVE been reading everyones posts, but right now, my brain is so dysfunctional as it has been for a few weeks now, wherein, by the time I finish reading 2 pages, I don't remember anything I read them in. I'm so sorry!

But HI EVERYONE!!!

*tacklehugs all my buds on the BnB forum**

 

[Jaimie2Eyes]

I have a year 7 class today. I love this class, but there is this one boy in there who I seem to clash with. Last time I was in there he called me a f***inf moron. This was coming from a boy who cheated on his spelling test and still got them all wrong!!!

We have been car shopping for a new car!!

I loved the idea of sending around a card for Julia, who's idea was that? I need to send you my details.

Holy Crap Soph! I'm so sorry you have to put up with such crappy kids! I hope he turns around and surprises you this year. Woot for a new car! We just picked up our rental car - a hyundai santa fe. It is candy red and super cute! I'm not generally keen on SUVs but I could get used to this...

If you PM your address to me I'll set up a chain letter list for her card, ok? Same goes for anyone else in on this

LOVE the horoscope!!! Please Please Please!!!!!

Anna, oh crap just go have sex already!

Thanks TryFor! And PLEASE stay with us - I would be super bummed if you left. The other gals are so right, TTHF is about supporting eachother before, during, and after conception

In the meantime, I'm still in 2WW limbo...tested yesterday w/ an IC and BFN so seriously trying to hold out for Sat., which is either 1 or 2 days after AF is due. Feeling pretty crappy at the moment. Terrible sore throat. Wait, is that a pg sign? Or is it just my terrible allergies??

DH just called to remind me that today is the day we got engaged.

Sorry for selfishly posting only about myself. I will read through and get updated tonight. Talk soon!

So sorry about the BFN, but congrats on your engagement anniversary! I love the story that goes with it, so sweet. And don't be crazy apologizing for posting about your post!

I think this was a sign that I am addicted!!! I kept refreshing and refreshing and refreshing hoping for new posts from you wonderful ladies! Maybe I need an intervention!

Julia!!! As far as I'm concerned, this thread is less about TTC and more about hanging out and having a good time. Please stay! Besides I like learning about what to expect, since it turns out I'm rather clueless! I've gatecrashed 1st Tri just trying to learn more and wow...

I check this thread about 10 times a day - I'm totally addicted. You gals in Europe and LuckyD post more in my afternoon / evening, so I don't see much action till about 3 pm my time. But it doesn't stop me from checking! I get lucky with some posts by Julia, MyTurn, Niamh and Squirrel during the day

I'm gonna be so F#@k'd when I'm on the road! Trying to catch up will be brutal

Oooh Jaimie, nice! I am curious about the 'nuance or two that'll test your reflexes' - what could that mean I wonder? I do think that there is something about TTC which gets me a bit more obsessive than I should be. I totally know why this is - but I am going to try and remember to trust in the universe a bit more - to remember that we don't have control over this and to trust that it will happen when it is meant to. Can't hurt right?

Sweetie, I don't want you to go! I can only speak for myself, but you have waited so long for this, and have been so supportive of everyone else, plus so sensitive to others feelings since you got your BFP - I wouldn't want you to go anywhere! You are one of us! That's how I feel anyway

That is a totally cute proposal story! I don't have a story like that...we didn't actually get married, we had a Civil Union - which is legally like a marriage, but it's something that anyone can do in NZ, regardless of your sexuality. Nothing against marriage - it just fitted our beliefs and way of doing things better - it's legally the same, and anyway we just really wanted the party and the celebration! We just kind of decided to do it together - no-one proposed to the other one! We had spoken about it for a while - and then one night we were talking about it and we were like 'should we?' 'ok!' - and it was exciting! That was Feb 2008.

So I woke up this morning with really strong AF cramps and spotting, so now am just sitting here waiting for AF to arrive in full force. But not one tear has been shed, for the first time ever - for some reason I feel ok. One more month of TTHF with you lovely people. Plus I have a longer LP - at least 13 days, so yay! And it gives me time to settle into my new job. So I think I am ok.

Thanks for all your well-wishes and support xx don't know what I would do without you all

Oh gosh - I could not agree with all this more LuckyD! Regarding Julia, your faith in the benevolent universe, and your strength despite some spotting. I am hoping the unexpected nuance my horoscope refers to was my period this cycle, and that i'm actually pg this very moment Way to stay strong despite the spotting - but I won't be convinced you are out of it till AF is in full force Missy!

So were you and your DH just talking about it and then you went out and got hitched, that same day? I think that is super cool! So where was your civil union performed? Here lots of folks go to a court house for that, or city hall. What was your party like?

Yeah, I know, at the beginning of the month, I decided I was going to chillax about it and not temp for my entire cycle, but just wait until I was near ovulation time to do temps, and then once temp rise was confirmed, just temp until next cycle.
Coz my cycle is so long (37-40 days), temping everyday leaves me open to major obsession about everything.

*tacklehugs all my buds on the BnB forum**

Right on, I can totally relate, I'm not temping this cycle either. Hope you get a clear rise soon! I love your tacklehugs and nom'ing - that totally cracks me up Moon!

Niamh - I hope your spotting clears up soon that has to be frustrating.

Wellp, rental car is packed and we are ready to roll tomorrow! We are going to drive through Roswell, New Mexico. Just in case some of you haven't heard of it, it is the alien capital of the world. Hope we don't get abducted!

So over the next two weeks, if I don't get a chance to properly respond or stay up to date, please know you'll all be constantly on my mind and I'll be pulling for ya!

Lots of love,

Jaimie

 

[LuckyD]

Oooh Jaimie, nice! I am curious about the 'nuance or two that'll test your reflexes' - what could that mean I wonder? I do think that there is something about TTC which gets me a bit more obsessive than I should be. I totally know why this is - but I am going to try and remember to trust in the universe a bit more - to remember that we don't have control over this and to trust that it will happen when it is meant to. Can't hurt right?

Sweetie, I don't want you to go! I can only speak for myself, but you have waited so long for this, and have been so supportive of everyone else, plus so sensitive to others feelings since you got your BFP - I wouldn't want you to go anywhere! You are one of us! That's how I feel anyway

That is a totally cute proposal story! I don't have a story like that...we didn't actually get married, we had a Civil Union - which is legally like a marriage, but it's something that anyone can do in NZ, regardless of your sexuality. Nothing against marriage - it just fitted our beliefs and way of doing things better - it's legally the same, and anyway we just really wanted the party and the celebration! We just kind of decided to do it together - no-one proposed to the other one! We had spoken about it for a while - and then one night we were talking about it and we were like 'should we?' 'ok!' - and it was exciting! That was Feb 2008.

So I woke up this morning with really strong AF cramps and spotting, so now am just sitting here waiting for AF to arrive in full force. But not one tear has been shed, for the first time ever - for some reason I feel ok. One more month of TTHF with you lovely people. Plus I have a longer LP - at least 13 days, so yay! And it gives me time to settle into my new job. So I think I am ok.

Thanks for all your well-wishes and support xx don't know what I would do without you all

Oh gosh - I could not agree with all this more LuckyD! Regarding Julia, your faith in the benevolent universe, and your strength despite some spotting. I am hoping the unexpected nuance my horoscope refers to was my period this cycle, and that i'm actually pg this very moment Way to stay strong despite the spotting - but I won't be convinced you are out of it till AF is in full force Missy!

So were you and your DH just talking about it and then you went out and got hitched, that same day? I think that is super cool! So where was your civil union performed? Here lots of folks go to a court house for that, or city hall. What was your party like?

Wellp, rental car is packed and we are ready to roll tomorrow! We are going to drive through Roswell, New Mexico. Just in case some of you haven't heard of it, it is the alien capital of the world. Hope we don't get abducted!

So over the next two weeks, if I don't get a chance to properly respond or stay up to date, please know you'll all be constantly on my mind and I'll be pulling for ya!

Lots of love,

Jaimie

Oh no, sorry for being confusing - we didn't go out and get hitched that day! We had our Civil Union a year later. We were living in Australia at the time, and they don't do Civil Unions, so came back to NZ for it. It was awesome! Such a good weekend. We had about 65 friends and family, lots of them stayed up the coast with us for the weekend. We had a celebrant, but totally made up our own ceremony and vows. We had a friend MC it, then a whole pile of talented musician friends form a band for the day, to play a few songs that we wanted. Oh, and we came in on segways - my Dad has a whole pile of them, it was hilarious. Then had an awesome meal and speeches and crazy dance floor action til 5 in the morning. It was so much fun.

Have an awesome, awesome time on the road! We went through Roswell on our trip - went to the UFO museum there - pretty funny. Drive safe and keep in touch when you can!

Oh, and AF is definitely here! But am fine xx

Here is a photo of me and my OH arriving at our Civil Union on segways...

 

[honeybee28]

ok, so much to catch up!!!

Lucky, im so sorry the witch got you, the bitch, fx for next month.
soph - mmmm i love c*cksucking cowboys!! yum. and yey to a new new car!! I might get a new car, old new though.
moon - im so sorry you're having a tough time at the moment
julia - DONT you DARE leave us!!!! Please!!
hey jaimie, i'll pm you my address this eve
jill/neamh/tanikit - hope you're all ok, missed you
where is my mushmouth?
ok, who have i missed!? hi to anyone ive missed.

me and dh are made up now thanks, but im just having a tough time at the moment. work is so stressful, and i just feel like everythings getting on top of me right now. I might keep away for a while til i've given myself a good talking to, and cheered myself up, i just feel so emotional and crappy

on the positive, my friends house is looking amazing now!!

Gotta go, sorry for being a misgog, love you girls.xx

 

[LuckyD]

ok, so much to catch up!!!

Lucky, im so sorry the witch got you, the bitch, fx for next month.
soph - mmmm i love c*cksucking cowboys!! yum. and yey to a new new car!! I might get a new car, old new though.
moon - im so sorry you're having a tough time at the moment
julia - DONT you DARE leave us!!!! Please!!
hey jaimie, i'll pm you my address this eve
jill/neamh/tanikit - hope you're all ok, missed you
where is my mushmouth?
ok, who have i missed!? hi to anyone ive missed.

me and dh are made up now thanks, but im just having a tough time at the moment. work is so stressful, and i just feel like everythings getting on top of me right now. I might keep away for a while til i've given myself a good talking to, and cheered myself up, i just feel so emotional and crappy

on the positive, my friends house is looking amazing now!!

Gotta go, sorry for being a misgog, love you girls.xx

So sorry that things are tough at the moment lovely sounds like you have heaps going on. Don't feel like you have to stay away just cos you are feeling crappy! But if you want to take a break, go for it and we will be here for you when you get back. Lots of hugs and hope things get a bit less stressful soon

 

[Annamumof2]

Anna! Jump on it! Lmao That is something that has been raging lately and that is my sex drive!! DH is always tired so I hope I can pounce on him tonight!!! hehe! Have fun!

Niamh, yes I mean first tri. That don't seem as welcoming and it's hard to make friends with new people when you only want to keep your original friends. I pop into a thread so I can meet people and most of the threads are scary and make me queasy and nervous and then I book it out of there! I am even more nervous after reading some threads over their than before I even read anything. I hope by me lingering here to talk to you girls is ok. But, ladies, please be honest ifme being heremay upset you or ifyou'dlike me to take off my signature's. TRUST ME I understand and you will not hurt my feelings!!! I used to be slightly upset seeing a pregnant girl on the ttc thread. So please girls let me knowI won't be offended I PROMISE!!! I love you all!

Niamh (again, hehe!) that spotting sounds suspicious to me?...

Jill, how sweet of your DH.... No offense taken to pop on quick! Sometimes I have no time to write at all I just read and run!!! Good Luck in the TWW!!!!

Honeylove?....Are you Ok? Miss you girlfriend!!!

Yay Soph! for the nice time with the girls! Get it all in,because this cycle will probably be your last time to drink

Jaimie When are you leaving to go on your cross country trip!!!

ah hell we didnt do it grrrr, maybe tonight if i can get somewhere

 

[Annamumof2]

ok, so much to catch up!!!

Lucky, im so sorry the witch got you, the bitch, fx for next month.
soph - mmmm i love c*cksucking cowboys!! yum. and yey to a new new car!! I might get a new car, old new though.
moon - im so sorry you're having a tough time at the moment
julia - DONT you DARE leave us!!!! Please!!
hey jaimie, i'll pm you my address this eve
jill/neamh/tanikit - hope you're all ok, missed you
where is my mushmouth?
ok, who have i missed!? hi to anyone ive missed.

me and dh are made up now thanks, but im just having a tough time at the moment. work is so stressful, and i just feel like everythings getting on top of me right now. I might keep away for a while til i've given myself a good talking to, and cheered myself up, i just feel so emotional and crappy

on the positive, my friends house is looking amazing now!!

Gotta go, sorry for being a misgog, love you girls.xx

i hope you feel better hun, and we know how it feels to be alittle stressed....... chin up girl and keep smiling

 

[mushmouth]

ok, so much to catch up!!!

Lucky, im so sorry the witch got you, the bitch, fx for next month.
soph - mmmm i love c*cksucking cowboys!! yum. and yey to a new new car!! I might get a new car, old new though.
moon - im so sorry you're having a tough time at the moment
julia - DONT you DARE leave us!!!! Please!!
hey jaimie, i'll pm you my address this eve
jill/neamh/tanikit - hope you're all ok, missed you
where is my mushmouth?
ok, who have i missed!? hi to anyone ive missed.

me and dh are made up now thanks, but im just having a tough time at the moment. work is so stressful, and i just feel like everythings getting on top of me right now. I might keep away for a while til i've given myself a good talking to, and cheered myself up, i just feel so emotional and crappy

on the positive, my friends house is looking amazing now!!

Gotta go, sorry for being a misgog, love you girls.xx

I got lost in the hubbub of BnB and this thread dissapeared! I'm not going to read through every thing I missed as I'll be here for years!

but on that note, I hope you're all lovely and well

 

[LuckyD]

I got lost in the hubbub of BnB and this thread dissapeared! I'm not going to read through every thing I missed as I'll be here for years!

but on that note, I hope you're all lovely and well

I know! This thread disappeared from our subscription list...and then the siggys didn't show up...and then they moved the thread...it's a wonder that we are all here at all!
So glad that you found us again xxx hope you are doing well

 

[mushmouth]

I know! This thread disappeared from our subscription list...and then the siggys didn't show up...and then they moved the thread...it's a wonder that we are all here at all!
So glad that you found us again xxx hope you are doing well

BnBs spring clean eh? ah well looks like its back to normal! I'm fine, just feeling quite impatient and want this dud cycle out of the way so we can try moving on... how's you?

 

[CelticNiamh]

MyTurnYet I must look that up, sounds interesting, don't worry about my post no one has ever made me feel unwelcome in here ever, I just got a wee bit paranoid when I read that thread and people reactions can get a bit mad some times. I can understand why it happened as well, even if I thought one person got the raw end of the deal, she is banned temporally I think more for her interaction with a mod than what she posted in the forum, her emotions got the better of her. just goes to show we all get a bit wacky at times.

LuckyD LOL the master I feel all special thanks so much for the compliments LOL I have a feeling its a mixture of the MACA kicking in and speeding up my return to a more normal balance because I am weaning DD I will see how I go, I read on the MACA thread that some of the girls have noticed a lot more EWCM Jaimie are ya listening ! because I have a hell of a lot more so may be a more sperm friendly place when I get rid of the thrush and get my sugars back in line and behaving. I'm so glad you are not feeling to bad on the prob showing up of AF the cow grrr keep that PMA up

Moondance
I know what you mean on the Internet I would lose my reason if I lost it, its like a great book I can not put down and fulfills all my questions, I wonder what your DP really wants from your relationship some time men hate to feel like they have to plan stuff they prefer for it to happen LOL so may be he likes to go with the flow, but may be with the fact you are trying for a baby you need to have a talk you do not need him to be all in for a baby, yet when you do get pregnant he gets cold feet and leave you to cope alone esp as he is not keen for you to meet his family or move in with him I know he has good reasons so not judging at all, I just am a little worried you will have your heart broke by him, I do not think a baby would be the end of the world though for either of you depends if you believe you can cope either with a involved partner or on your own! sorry in advance if I have offended. good luck getting that computer course finished you will have options then. my DH was a welder and has spent the last year in college and now has got all her papers for computers in IT and fixing them he was always good at that any way and prob knew most of it already now he has the papers to prove it.

Jaimie hope you have a great trip and keep away from strange flashing lights in the sky OK, good note spotting has stopped!

Honeybee ahhhh I hope you feel better soon can we help cheer you up at all

 

[soph77]

O<G I have got some many quotes here to manage I am sure I'll get it all arse about!

I hope by me lingering here to talk to you girls is ok. But, ladies, please be honest ifme being heremay upset you or ifyou'dlike me to take off my signature's. TRUST ME I understand and you will not hurt my feelings!!! I used to be slightly upset seeing a pregnant girl on the ttc thread. So please girls let me knowI won't be offended I PROMISE!!! I love you all!

Yay Soph! for the nice time with the girls! Get it all in,because this cycle will probably be your last time to drink

Julia, all I can say is pleeeeeease don't go, I will be joining you soon. I just need to finish off my last drinking sessions before I get my bfp and I'll take a peek at first tri with you! We can hold hands

Crappyity crapsticks, there was no way I could have worked with all the quotes with multiquotes I had going so I am going to go back and do one or two at a time. Sorry, get ready for a hundred replies by me

 

[soph77]

Yes, how are those masterbating birds of yours, Soph??!! That still makes me chuckle!

Oh they are good, still going at it!!!

Moondance: I don't know if this is the place to say it, but have you ever thought about writing? Your stories are always so colorful.

Well I do somewhat consider myself a writer, its just always a question of, "where does one get a book published and how do they go about it?" From what I hear, most publishing places won't even accept a manuscript unless it comes from an agent.

I agree moon that you write beautifully. If you enjoy writing maybe it could be something to look into dabbling in in your spare time. Perhaps you could start of with some short stories. You could try to get them published in magazines or there are heaps of online writers forums that you could get some exposure from or opinions from other writers.

I'm planning on writing my first book when I am home with my future baby. I am planning on writing something funny, aimed at boys, based loosely on my ds. Anything with toilet humor goes down a treat with my son and I find that there is not that much around in that genre. All the book shelves are full of fantasy at the moment and it doesn't interest him very much and I know that a lot of boys are the same. Boys like to read about poos, bums, farts, embarrassing failings with girls and the like. I'm in the process of collecting ideas and characters. I need to get permission from some of his friends parents to base some characters in the book on them.

I've had a couple of short stories published in literary mags, and thought perhaps I might write a collection of short stories int he future, but right now I want to focus on this kids book. I'd love to write a series, but that will depend on whether or not anyone likes the first one!

 

[LuckyD]

I know! This thread disappeared from our subscription list...and then the siggys didn't show up...and then they moved the thread...it's a wonder that we are all here at all!
So glad that you found us again xxx hope you are doing well

BnBs spring clean eh? ah well looks like its back to normal! I'm fine, just feeling quite impatient and want this dud cycle out of the way so we can try moving on... how's you?

I am fine thanks love...AF arrived today so BOO to that, but am actually ok and feeling positive about this next cycle. Am going to kick back even more - give up on SMEP, just have some fun. When are you due to start trying again? Good luck

LuckyD LOL the master I feel all special thanks so much for the compliments LOL I have a feeling its a mixture of the MACA kicking in and speeding up my return to a more normal balance because I am weaning DD I will see how I go, I read on the MACA thread that some of the girls have noticed a lot more EWCM Jaimie are ya listening ! because I have a hell of a lot more so may be a more sperm friendly place when I get rid of the thrush and get my sugars back in line and behaving. I'm so glad you are not feeling to bad on the prob showing up of AF the cow grrr keep that PMA up

You are the master! Or mistress? That doesn't sound right! Ok, sounds like you have some good ideas as to what is going on now. Everything I hear about MACA sounds awesome! Thanks, I am fine really - AF is DEFINITELY here! But am ok. Me and my OH had a good talk about it, spoke about how hard it is but that we will get there in the end and had some nice cuddles, so that is good. Hey, I made roast pumpkin soup for dinner and thought of you!


I have just been speaking to my best friend who lives in Melbourne tonight - she is pregnant, due in July, and me and my other two besties are flying over to see her and the baby and help out after he (she knows the sex) is born. The four of us have been best friends since we were in high school, so it's going to be great. Her mother died when we were 18, and her Dad isn't coming over for the birth, so we are going to be there to support her and help out and make dinner and do all that stuff so that she and her husband and the baby can enjoy their time together. We're not staying in their house! But hopefully we will be useful. I love her heaps and am so happy for her - she has PCOS and wasn't sure how long it would take her to get pregnant - but it happened straight away. It's funny, because somehow I am able to not be jealous of her and am just totally happy for her - but other people I know I can get kind of upset or jealous about. Anyway - am looking forward to seeing her heaps!

 

[soph77]

I have a year 7 class today. I love this class, but there is this one boy in there who I seem to clash with. Last time I was in there he called me a f***inf moron. This was coming from a boy who cheated on his spelling test and still got them all wrong!!!

We have been car shopping for a new car!!

I loved the idea of sending around a card for Julia, who's idea was that? I need to send you my details.

Holy Crap Soph! I'm so sorry you have to put up with such crappy kids! I hope he turns around and surprises you this year. Woot for a new car! We just picked up our rental car - a hyundai santa fe. It is candy red and super cute! I'm not generally keen on SUVs but I could get used to this...

If you PM your address to me I'll set up a chain letter list for her card, ok? Same goes for anyone else in on this

You wouldn't believe it, I was helping the boy I mentioned today with his maths and we were getting along great. After lunch I was walking back to the class and he came up beside me and said 'We're getting along much better today aren't we Mrs Marini?' of course I said yes and how great it was and that I am looking forward to continuing along this path because we are both much happier, blah blah.
I was feeling very happy at this point, thinking that this was a huge step for Connor and then he turned around and apologised to me! If I was sitting down I would have fallen off my chair! I wanted to hug him - but that is not allowed!