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I feel empty, like my entire world is crashing around me. Yet I dont feel like it's fair that I'm so mad and angry and sad I just want to cry and cry. But I have two wonderful boys at home. Two healthy happy boys and I feel selfish for wanting to drown myself in my blankets and never come out. I am dreading having a D&C. I never thought this would be my reality. They had heartbeats. They were there.