Lisa, dont worry about replying back or not! It is hard. I also stalk the boards of the groups I was apart of, even the group where I lost the baby right at 4 weeks. Grief takes a long time. I still end up in tears thinking about the baby we lost at 11 weeks. I do think it helped me when I got pregnant with my rainbow...even though super scary....scarred me for all my pregnancies! And passing the babys due date too. Because otherwise I would just keep counting how far along I would be, what I would be doing....its harder to imagine baby after due date....at least for me. This journey is so hard.