Morning
Welcome Jean..hope your stay with us is short and sweet!
Vkj - I just realised you are in California, how lucky you are, London aside I would love to live there! Good stuff on the lots of BDing!
Briss - Do you monitor your CM? This cycle I tried and BDed on all the really EWCM days, and Didnt even use my CBFM and got the BFP.
Lady - ooh yummy Chinese and a gig, good for you!
Cali - guess its the TWW now? Got my FXed for you..
And lots of

to everyone else!
I am fairly confident I am in the middle of an MC got a lot heavier yesterday and the pregnancy feelings have all but gone. I feel strangely numb about it all, I haven't cried as much as last time and I wonder if my emotions played a part in the negativity I know it's silly but I can't help but wonder.
DH has been lovely and feel like I have let him down. He was all 'we'll try again, we'll get there' but the little voices on my head are saying 'will we?' I know now is not the time for rationality but I'm veering to the anger at why, why me, I know it's stupid so many women have MCs. Argh anyway probably not making much sense.
Thanks ladies for listening, you are all in my thoughts and I wish much sticky

to you all...and pray we get those bundles of joy soon.