Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[MrsBroodyPant]

Oh and im glad u have a smiley xxx

 

[bluestars]

Well we where ntnp. It took 2 months. We where really surprised. Now we are worn out lol xxx

 

[Nina83]

Everyday I say I'll go, but I guess I'm obsessed as well!
Your smiley is so close!

 

[ladyluck84]

Yay for the positive Nina!! ladies it's gonna be all out years and we are gonna be sharing photos of babies nurseries before you know it!

 

[hilslo]

Nina - I poas at work too! My office is fairly big so there's always people in the toilets so I try to be really quiet opening the wrapper. Stupid really as I'm sure no-one would think anything of the noise but I'm paranoid!

Great news for your smiley. Sounds like you've got the spermies nicely lined up waiting!!!

Taking a break is a lovely thought but sometimes I wonder how possible it is to tune out now we know every clue our bodies give us. Prior to ttc I'd never paid any attention to cm (I'd never realised that it changed!) never stuck my fingers inside me to feel how my cervix is doing or considered what I was drinking/eating/ doing but now I can't imagine not doing it. I think trying to do things in addition to ttc so that ttc takes up less of your "all day every day" thoughts could help. Just how I feel though. I know everyone copes with this sh*t in different ways and we have to do what works for us.

I think I am 6w today. I had a scan at 5w3d to check bean is in the right place and we saw a teeny tiny flickering heartbeat. I'm relived but I wasn't so worried about ectopic this time, more worried about mmc again. At least it has eliminated blighted ovum too though. When I came out, one consultant, 2doctors and 2 nurses were waiting next door in the store cupboard as they all know me quite well now and wanted to know the results. They were so excited for me - I just want to see there happy faces next time too. Work has been so stressful I'm scared I'll lose it early again.

 

[ladyluck84]

Hilslo I'm the same in thinking of paying for a scan this weekend because my worry has been sky high this week!

Blue where are u in your cycle?

 

[Nina83]

Hilslo, That is great news, I really am happy for you. It's so nice to know people are really rooting for you as well, and excited to hear your good news, some people are genuinely wanting the best for you- even when you're not close!

Every time I go to my cosmetician, I get that pat on my shoulder and am told-"Only good news!" The woman in charge once gave me the treatment, and we talked and she told me that she can't have children of her own. They used her OH sperm and a donor egg. She understood everything I said and she told me how surprised she was to hear that she's not the only one who feels jealous and angry and all those other TTC feelings. Last time the girl who gave me the treatment told me hers is from IVF, I didn't ask why or what, but it felt good to know I'm not alone, IYKWIM. (Got that from Cath! She's missed!)
There's also a close friend of mine at work who always tells me she's hoping and praying for me. It always amazes me that some people, really genuinely care. I'm amazed by that.

I go to the small bathroom when I need to POAS! Less chance of bumping into my CEO! That's always awkward, POAS or not!

Blue, I know you'll get that egg soon. I can imagine how frustrating it must be, especially after it only took 2 months before. But I know you'll get it!
2014 is our year lovelies

 

[Nina83]

Good morning Lady

 

[Nina83]

And I just got another +OPK. And another temp rise. But I started getting stuffy last night and I think I have a fever. So maybe that's it. Ugh body, work!

 

[bluestars]

Hislo that's great news! Your little button is getting comfortable in there! I will keep my fingers crossed for you.

Nina it's always better talking to people who understand. Hope it's not a cold or flu coming on.

I'm either 10,9,8 dpo... Lol depending when I O'd. Not feeling anything though. No cramps no nothing. Think I'm out this month. Should really have implanted by now and not feel that. No tiredness or tender breasts. Xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Morning ladies.

im really rooting for u both Hilslo and LL. We all know how scary it is to be expecting.

Blue I didn't get any feelings or tender breasts until after my bfp last time. U never know!

Nina another positive! Keep dtd if u can. U have done it a lot lol x

im cd41 since miscarriage. Just waiting. ...

x

 

[bluestars]

Have you bd'd since the mc? Xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Yes we have been dtd. Xxx

 

[bluestars]

How long are your cycles usually ? Xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

They can be long but I usually take clomid which makes my cycles 29 days. I've never got pregnant without clomid x

 

[Nina83]

Never say never mrsb, sometimes
it comes when least expected

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Stupidly I keep thinking this lol then I have to tell myself to stop dreaming x

 

[bluestars]

when will you go back on the clomid?

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hopefully I will get clomid on 20th January and I take it cd2-6 so I need af to hold off until then so I can get going straight away.
I've done 6months of clomid & been pregnant for 6 months in total so haven't had a 'natural' period for over a year now xxx

 

[bluestars]

Do they know why you are mc? Xxx