Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hi ladies.

How are u all?

Cant believe its October! I feel so down

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[ladyluck84]

I know how u feel! Where has this year gone? To be honest 2013 has not been my year and will be happy when it is over. And just think ladies it is likely we will become mummies in 2014!

 

[Nina83]

Mrs.B! How was your vacation?!

I know, it feels like October has snuck up on me. This has been such a miserable year, 2014 will be better for all of us

Where's Cath?!

 

[ladyluck84]

Mrs B have you got a good tan?

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Holiday was nice thanks. Ive got a tan! DH keeps wanting to see my white bits!!! So that's good for ttc.

I hate 2013! Lots of bad things have happened. I also want 2013 to be over. Im hooing 2014 will be better and hooefully a baby by end of 2015. Feel sooo stupid orginally thinking I would get a 2012 baby lol

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[HappilyTTC]

I've had a lot of junk happen in 2013, too. I am so ready for this year to be over OR for the end of the year to make up for the crap of the rest of the year, ya know? I know 2014 has to be better- my life is supposed to be a happy story, just like all of yours are supposed to be happy, too.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Yes we will be happy soon!!!

What cd is everyone on? Im cd7 now. Took clomid again this cycle! Going to try really hard this month. Then its FS appointment in November.

Xxx

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[ladyluck84]

Well ladies if we are not pregnant come New Year's Eve then we need to all have a glass of bubbly in one hand and the middle finger up on the other to tell 2013 where to shove it!

Oh mrs b....haha that does sound good for ttc. Mine doesn't need any more encouragement bless him. He is gonna get a shock when we finally have a baby and I don't want it any more ; )

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Lol DH is quite horny! We just had sex in the bathroom at my mums house!!! I'm thinking we will run out of steam by ovulation
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[HappilyTTC]

I'm CD13, but I can't try this cycle, so that doesn't mean much. TBH, based on the results of the conization, I may not be able to TTC at all anymore. I am getting a second opinion, but based on conversations with other doctors it seems like I may not be able to have much of a choice.

 

[ladyluck84]

What did the results say?

 

[Nina83]

I'm CD13, but I can't try this cycle, so that doesn't mean much. TBH, based on the results of the conization, I may not be able to TTC at all anymore. I am getting a second opinion, but based on conversations with other doctors it seems like I may not be able to have much of a choice.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Aww Happily I hope your second opinion tells u otherwise.
Xxx

 

[Nina83]

DH and I got into a fight yesterday, get this...
Over my thermometer.
I like to use my good old glass/mercury one, and he's totally against it- saying it's too dangerous, what if this, what if that. Seriously, it's a thermometer!
I promised I'd get a new digital.

CM today is milky creamy, cervix- I don't know, it's so high I can't reach it. Semi cramping here and there, I broke down in tears this morning in my office. I kind of feel out this month. But trying to keep positive. I just feel like I'm in a bad place I tested yesterday and BFN. I know it's early, but still... It just makes me feel bleh. I'm trying to hold off POAS until next week.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Aww good luck Nina. Im in a bad place too. Yeah try not to pee on anymore sticks, that way u can live in hope as a bfn is soo upsetting to see xxx

 

[Nina83]

Aww good luck Nina. Im in a bad place too. Yeah try not to pee on anymore sticks, that way u can live in hope as a bfn is soo upsetting to see xxx

Do you always wait for AF? I wish I had that kind of self control. I'm like a kid in a candy shop when it comes to OPK/HPT!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Ive done both - waiting and testing. but i know that seeing a bfn is heartbreaking and pointless. i prefer to just see af come then bfn. The cycle i got my bfp i didn't test until 15dpo after spotting. Don't think i will bother testing ever again now unless af is definately late.

I really feel like i need your support ladies. im getting so weak. i need a focus to keep me strong and determined. I want a new chanallage to be pregnant by new year!!!
I seriously need to cheer up. this is getting me down too much.
xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

What did the results say?

I have early stage cervical cancer, but it is far enough up the cone sample that they are certain it will progress to invasive cancer in no time. The margins were permeated with it as well.

The doctor has recommended a hysterectomy. He gave me the option of trying to get pregnant, but it would have to be within the next 4 months and at that, he was still really concerned because of how aggressive the cancer has become in no time at all.

Ive done both - waiting and testing. but i know that seeing a bfn is heartbreaking and pointless. i prefer to just see af come then bfn. The cycle i got my bfp i didn't test until 15dpo after spotting. Don't think i will bother testing ever again now unless af is definately late.

I really feel like i need your support ladies. im getting so weak. i need a focus to keep me strong and determined. I want a new chanallage to be pregnant by new year!!!
I seriously need to cheer up. this is getting me down too much.
xxx

Mrs. B- Your time is going to come. I know I can't offer much or tell you exactly when it will happen. I am sorry you are down, but I can assure you that your story has a happy ending. All of our stories do.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Happily i am so so sorry for what u are going through. Big big hugs to u xxxxxxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Oh happily!!! that is horrible. Have you made a decision are u going to try for a few more or have the surgery? What does your other half say?