Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[Nina83]

This mornings temps was slightly higher.
Pervious pregnancies I stupidly stopped temping at about 11 dpo, after I got my BFP, so I really can't compare. But if I do compare to my non pregnant cycles, it's not looking bad. However, 2 previous cycles my LP was longer than usual. I scheduled bloods for Wednesday, because it's way easier to cancel than schedule.
I also got nausea this morning. Maybe I'll test this evening. Whatever I do, I'll be buying a regular HPT, I think I've had enough of the IC.
Last night I told DH that I have a really good feeling about this month. He kind of just laughed because I say that every month! But I know how much he wants it as well.
I was at my sisters yesterday and she has a 2 month old. I love how soft their tummies are, and I love putting my hand on their onsie and feeling their little tummies go up and down. And she's got this little tuff of hair. Smells so nice

Lady, any sign of O?

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I LOVE that your temp is high. Looking good! I'd wait for fmu though hun as u might question it if its evening pee. Go buy a test tho xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Yay Nina this sounds good! well temp dip today and the monitor went up to high but still not peak I'm hoping that I do tomorrow and not just gonna miss ovulation completely because that would upset me I haven't done that before

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Looks like u will o soon LL84 xxx

 

[hilslo]

Nina - I really hope this is the one for you lovely. Yours temps are looking good and your happy chilled out mood will hopefully rub off on that egg! Can't wait to hear tomorrow!

LL - don't worry if o is a little later than usual. I once ovulated on Day 28 and got pregnant that cycle!

Cath -how's my cycle buddy going? Af is now finished for me so looking forward to trying again. I usually o some time between cd19 and 28 so I've still got a while to wait (you might get a bfp before I evev o lol!)
I've just come back from a lovely weekend away to celebrate 13 years of me and dh being together. So hard to think that far back - my last day of being a teenager! So lovely to get out of London and be pampered!

MrsB - how are things with the new bean?

Happily - how are things with you hon? How is your new puppy getting on with your cat? Are they lining up to be best of buds or mortal enemies? V jealous of anyone with pets. Living in central London and doing long hours at work mean it wouldn't really be fair on a dog and dh is allergic to cats . One day I'm definitely getting a daschund. MrsBs avatar makes me smile everytime!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Cath how was the party? U hung over?

Nina have u bought a test yet?

Happily how was camping? I hope u had a nice weekend away.

Hilslo im doing ok thanks. Your weekend away sounds nice. Where did u go?

Xxx

 

[Nina83]

Thanks for the good wishes guys, but I'm totally frustrated. negative on both pharmacy and IC tests.
My temps are still high, boobs are ginormous cervix is high and soft and I'm totally stumped.
I did start taking evening primrose oil 2 cycles ago, and I read somewhere that it can lengthen your cycle. But my ovulation didn't move, only my luteal phase got longer. I really don't need or want a 16 day LP. It's friggin longer than waiting for ovulation. It didn't even help with my CM, so next month it's going in the garbage.
I just want to cry, more out of what the hell is going on. I'm really hoping that it's just a late little bloomer. Bloods still on for Wednesday.

 

[ladyluck84]

Fingers crossed that it's just waiting to show Nina.

I'm equally frustrated day 18 and I'm obviously not ovulating this month. The cbfm switched to high 2 days ago but no peak and temps are getting lower no rise at all!? I don't think I have ever missed an ovulation, not that I know of : (

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Sorry ladies.

Nina your temp is still way above cover line. I hope its just a shy bfp. I'm hopinh so much for u xxx

LL84 strange u haven't o'd yet. It must be frustrating. I o'd cd18 last cycle. I hope it happens soon for u hun xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Morning ladies! Sorry I havent been on here on the weekend was soooooooooo busy!

Halloween outfits were fab! Everyone commented on how great DF and I looked - try and upload a pic in a bit.

Nina sorry they were neg hun but there is still hope - the symptoms you got are amazing! When is af due hun??

Mrsb how you feeling lovely??

LL have you been dtd quite regular around the day you would normally ov hun? have you had any other signs of ov?

Hilslo my buddy! I dont normally ov untril about cd17 so not too much infront of you :-D Glad you had a lovely weekend away hun have you got anythign else planned?

How was everyones weekend? xxx

 

[Nina83]

Cath, I should get AF tomorrow, but by the past cycles and the way things look right now it's not tomorrow.
I think I'm going to go home early, just because I'm depressed. That and my migraines back. Depressed should count as sick days.
Old me is back

It sounds like you had a good time, I'm so envious

Lady, don't give up! I'm sure you're going to ovulate soon!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Nina try to keep positive hun. I know its difficult but u are never out til af shows.

Cath im glad u enjoyed the party and everyone liked your costumes. I cant wait to see a pic!

Im fine thanks. No major symptoms. My boobs are sore now finally lol.

Xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Yes been doing it still but no I know I haven't, no signs at all and the fact that temps are low and the fertility monitor hasn't picked up ovulation either makes me certain.

 

[cathgibbs]

Awww Nina take the afternoon off hun and chill out chick - like MRsb said your not out until af shows her ugly mug!

Mrsb do you feel better now that your boobs are sore :-D

Iv booked the afternoon off work - feel so run down today, gonna go home - jump into bed with the electric blanket and watch my rubbish tv programmes that DF doesnt let me watch (The Kardashians lol) xxx
Heres us on halloween - our faces dont like that good on this pic xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Cute, Cath! Great job with the costumes!

Camping was awesome! I wanna go back! The weather was perfect and the pup was on his best behavior. I will upload some pics later.

Less than three weeks to the surgery.

 

[ladyluck84]

Yay to puppy photos!! Cath you look great. Did u do your own makeup?

 

[hilslo]

Nina - I know that horrible feeling. Today I turned 33 and it's really hit me. So many friends and colleagues have wished me happy birthday but I just want to scream at them how miserable it has made me.
I can't believe I'm 33 and still no baby. I hate this whole process. It affects everything I do. It makes special occasions miserable and makes me avoid my friends as I feel really awkward that they've all got there babies (only one miscarriage between all of them) and I'm the one that ends up in surgery. I resent their pity so just stick my head in the sand and avoid seeing them.
Sorry for the whinge but I know you girls understand better than anyone else and won't say the usual empty comments that I'm sick of hearing! x

 

[ladyluck84]

Hilslo I know that feeling so well. I have been off work with stress and I have been getting a fluttering in my chest and IBS and one friend said I'm here if you wanna talk and I wanted to shout at her no I don't bloody want to talk to you, you'r pregnant and it came so easily to you again bang falling pregnant twice in and having 2 children in the time I have been trying and lost 2. I know they are trying to help but they can't because they don't know that feeling. Isn't it horrible that I can't be happy for my own friends but when of you girls says she is pregnant I am genuinely happy for you because you don't wish that pain in anyone and it fills me with hope that it's me next

 

[Nina83]

Cath, you guys look amazing!

Hilslo, Happy Birthday! I hope you had a great day!
I understand the bad feeling on birthday though. Mine is coming up next month and I don't want to celebrate it at work because I know I'll just burst into tears. 29 was the worst year ever. I hope it stays that way, I don't need any other horrible years.
29 was the year I was supposed to have my first, and I'm left with 2 losses and a big hole in my heart. I am so ready for it to be over already.

Lady, ((hugs)) It's so frustrating when people want to "talk" but they really have no clue. I know they'll only say things they think will make me feel better, which really only makes me want to punch them.
Any sign of O?

Happily, I'm so glad you had a good time! I read in your journal that you're going again this weekend? Does it ever get cold over there?

MrsB, I'm trying to stay positive, but yesterday had a meltdown. I'm not sure if it was because of the negative test or because AF is coming, or because of PMS.

I had another small dip, but still feel like crap. Bad nausea this morning, plus acute sense of smell. Our house stank of grass or something, and then driving to work I smelled it and it just made me want to barf again.
I really hope nausea isn't a new PMS for me. I really can't take it anymore.
Also, my veins were VISABLE like hell last night it was creepy. I totally looked like this last night:

https://images.thehollywoodgossip.com/iu/t_xlarge_l/v1375092441/farewell-nora.jpg

LOL! not really, but DH told me to cover up because it freaked him out, so it did look bad. And my veins are usually invisible on my arms.
I'm going to cancel blood tomorrow. I'm pretty sure I'm out.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Cath your make up is amazing! I don't know how u did it but it looks so good and professional. Well done!

Happily im glad u enjoyed camping and so did your puppy. Looking forward to seeing a picture.

Nina big hugs hun. Xxx

Hilslo I hope u had a nice birthday. This will be your year. Xxx

LL84 xxxx