loopsie
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Hi Guys,
Im 18 weeks pregnant and 16 years old. My pregnancy wasn't planned, I had actually been told that due to problems with undereating I couldn't get pregnant. Guess the doc that a bit wrong!
Im so young. And i hate children. It sounds awful but I just dont understand them and they're gross and I feel so incomfortable around them. Im very un-maternal. So I have meetings set up with adoption people in my area. I don't know how the process works really, but I think they match what I want with what a couple looking to adopt wants.
I just had my 12 week scan (at 16 and a half weeks) Now have an extreme lack of faith in doctors.
The baby seemed healthy. And they think she's a girl. She already has a personality, she was sucking the cord and gave herself hiccups. it just made her human. A baby, my baby. Every night since I cry and cry just thinking about handing her over. I am dreading giving birth, not because of the pain but because it means she won't be with me anymore.
If I keep her, she won't have a dad, she would only have half a family. She won't have nice things (im on an apprentice wage), we might not even have a house to live in. My parents can't help out. I won't have a clue what i'm doing. Keeping her just doesnt seem like an option.
I'm not sure whether I should tell anyone about these doubts. If I tell the adoption services, what do you think they would do? I think my Dad and his wife would kick me out if I told them this. And I cant live with mum. None of my friends know I'm pregnant (long story involving babys's dad) I on't know whether it's right to feel this way. Im scared I wont go through with the adoption plan. Feel so weak.
Im 18 weeks pregnant and 16 years old. My pregnancy wasn't planned, I had actually been told that due to problems with undereating I couldn't get pregnant. Guess the doc that a bit wrong!
Im so young. And i hate children. It sounds awful but I just dont understand them and they're gross and I feel so incomfortable around them. Im very un-maternal. So I have meetings set up with adoption people in my area. I don't know how the process works really, but I think they match what I want with what a couple looking to adopt wants.
I just had my 12 week scan (at 16 and a half weeks) Now have an extreme lack of faith in doctors.
The baby seemed healthy. And they think she's a girl. She already has a personality, she was sucking the cord and gave herself hiccups. it just made her human. A baby, my baby. Every night since I cry and cry just thinking about handing her over. I am dreading giving birth, not because of the pain but because it means she won't be with me anymore.
If I keep her, she won't have a dad, she would only have half a family. She won't have nice things (im on an apprentice wage), we might not even have a house to live in. My parents can't help out. I won't have a clue what i'm doing. Keeping her just doesnt seem like an option.
I'm not sure whether I should tell anyone about these doubts. If I tell the adoption services, what do you think they would do? I think my Dad and his wife would kick me out if I told them this. And I cant live with mum. None of my friends know I'm pregnant (long story involving babys's dad) I on't know whether it's right to feel this way. Im scared I wont go through with the adoption plan. Feel so weak.