Seriously, Ryder, when your LO arrives, there is nothing in this world that can come close to looking down at your little one at your breast. It is just, well there aren't words.
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Wont be happening... sorry girls. Just isn't for me, and ive cared for enough babies/newborns to be able to say that knowing I can back it up. Babies are demanding but in all the years i've cared for newborns and babies, i've never had to deal with anything like what any of the breastfeeding mothers here have gone through and talk about. Having that experience I guess just leaves me with the lack of patience and perserverance to even want to try I guess.
Some people just arnt comfortable with it, there are a few women on here who have said the same thing and have more then one baby of their own. I just feel that being uncomfortable doing something and having to commit that much time to something that makes you miserable is unecessary, when you could actually be enjoying your baby, for some women breastfeeding is the enjoyment (which is great), for me, its not.