9 months and 2 early MC later, I'm not sure I want to put myself through this anymore. I never imagined it hurting as much as it does, and I never understood why people in this section were so fed up and upset, but it is the most horrible thing in the world wanting something so much and watching other people walk away with it really easily. I almost resent myself for having Caitlyn so easily. I know there are people who have had more MC, and are having more problems, and possibley want it more than I do, but I'm just not sure I can hack it. I just wish someone could promise me it would be worth it, but no one I know can see into the future. Anyone know any psychics?