I started to miscarry for the second time since september yesterday morning, which is enough for me too deal with right now. But on top of that, as anyone who knows me, you will know my 17month Jaiden has kidney failure and the doctors have just rang me to tell me he has e coli, this is NOT good news for such an ill child. I am now sat on the train to hospital, so that we can be admited and he can start being injected with antibiotics. I am cramping like mad and feel horrendous, now I am petrified about whats going to happen to Jaiden. What did i do to deserve all this.