Ok here's my story I'll try to keep it as short as possible. I have endometriosis and we've been trying for 4 years. Did fertility treatments after laparoscopy (1 IVF, 3 IUI's) with only 2 chemical pregnancies as a result. Hubby and I pretty much gave up and started the adoption process. Then before Christmas we got what we thought was our Christmas miracle, I was 3 weeks pregnant. Went on Christmas Eve for ultrasound and saw yolk and gestational sacs. We were so excited. Had ultrasound set up for Jan 25, after our 10 day Disney vacation. Got back from Florida and went to ultrasound and baby only measured 6w and I was 9w6d and no heartbeat. Our whole world stopped. Did cytotec because didn't want to chance scarring with my history. Went yesterday and all signs of pregnancy are gone just thickened lining. So they're monitoring HCG levels and if they drop I won't need d & c but if they don't I'll need one this Friday. I cry everyday and I feel so empty inside. I honestly thought this was our miracle and why would God take it away? I know I have to move on and get on with things but I can't seem to get out of this funk. We're going to a support group tomorrow so I'm hoping it'll help me move on. But what I'm terrified of is that this'll keep happening. Can anyone offer advice or share a similar story? I want so badly to try again, and getting pregnant on our own is a very positive thing, but are we fighting the inevitable? Thanks for listening.