As I said to you in PM, there was a lot of activity around this reading. To the point I found it hard to concentrate. I was continually being hugged and embraced as I drew the cards and the spirits around you very much wanted me to let you know that they are with you, around you and are looking after you.
They were very positive, loving, kind spirits and family members who have passed over.
oh i would love a general reading please good luck on your practising xx
I did a Celtic Cross reading for you.
Card 1: This represents you
9 of cups reversed
This card suggests it suggests disappointment that your wishes are not materialising. Perhaps there are a lot of desires that you have, but there is some frustration because these aren't being fulfilled. This card can also appear if you are feeling down or feeling like you have somehow failed or are finding it hard to see your own self worth.
For others looking in from the outside, you seem to have every reason to celebrate, however you don't feel content, either with what you've achieved or with life itself. You feel like you've achieved a goal, but it didn't happen the way you expected, or you had different anticipations.
Somehow, something is missing from the success. You may have been so focused on trying to get to a goal that you feel like you've missed out on the joy of the journey. You are looking at everything that is missing from or wrong with your achievement and might even be beating yourself up for the things you didn't do, rather than celebrating your success.
The cards also points to over indulgences, in food or drink. I feel that you feel that you have over indulged yourself and that you don't feel comfortable in your own skin anymore.
There could also be a feeling of a lack of money right now.
However, this card also says 'relax'. Have faith in the universe and have faith in yourself. Everything will be ok and as much as you want to try, you cannot control this. You will find your balance.
Card 2: Obstacles
10 of wands
You are spreading yourself too thin, trying to do too much. You feel a need to take everything on your shoulders and do it all yourself, maybe so that you don't trouble others or maybe so that you know it's done right. You are feeling overloaded. You may need to take a step back. Your hard efforts may be exhausting you. Remember to take time for yourself.
I have to ask, are you feeling that your health is affected at all? Are you feeling ill? Or very stressed?
If you have not been feeling well when this card appears, first give some thought to whether some or all of your symptoms could be a result of stress. You are likely to have been pushing yourself too hard for far too long. You are fatigued.
There is a concern over money. This is certainly not a time to be extravagant (no matter how flush you may be feeling) but it is also not a time to panic. Give yourself permission to take a break from worrying about the cash flow for a while. It's a cliche but it's also true: money really and truly is not everything.
This card also says though, that your burdens will be lifted from you. Your worries will be shifted, reapportioned or disappear entirely. Learn to delegate, ask for help and take less on. You will soon feel incredibly free and realise that trying to do everything or keep everyone happy really isn't what's important.
Card 3: Current influences, what is known to you.
6 of pentacles reversed
The 6 of Pentacles reversed can mean that you are not aware of the potential sources of help that are available to you. You may be feeling like you can do everything on your own. This would be a mistake. Don't be too proud or too stubborn to allow others to help you, or feel like no one cares. You have people around you who love you and care for you and are happy to share the load.
There is generosity around you, but you are yet to see it.
You must watch your spending at the moment. Carelessness or impulsive spending will lead you into trouble. Financial increase is available to you but not in the way you expect. It might come from a new business venture, a family or friend or simply cutting back on your spending and budgeting.
Card 4: Your past, foundation for the present.
Temperance reversed
There is a lack of balance here. Balance and moderation is key to a healthy, fulfilling life. Have a think and decide whether you are eating well, sleeping well, playing and working enough and/or getting enough exercise?
In relationships I am getting a sense of infidelity. Either your partner, at some point, believed that you had strayed or that they had strayed.
You may feel that you are giving 300% to a relationship while your partner is not even giving 100%. Just remember, they do love you and they are as invested into the relationship. They just show it in a different way to you. Try to take a step back and let it all just flow. Look at your deeper personal issues and see if or how these are standing in your way and if they are, how to work through them. do what you need to do to find balance, in yourself, in your relationships, and with your goals and aspirations.
Don't be afraid to ask for help.
Card 5: Recent history
Ace of Wands
The cards want me to acknowledge that you have a new baby, a new addition to your family. I'm kind of like ....yeah that's a given really! But the cards wants me to really emphasise this point and I have a very strong feeling of spirit around you, loved ones who have passed who are watching over you and your family. There is a sense of telling you how proud they are, how beautiful your child is and I get the feeling that they watch over you all, very protectively.
This card can have other meanings, but I am getting a very strong 'no, this is about the babba' feeling.
This is a really lovely, positive card to get and I feel a lot of love with it.
The spirits tell me that your beautiful baby is what matters the most, is the main focus. Everything else pales in comparison to how wonderful she is.
Card 6: What is before you, your near future.
The queen of wands
Quite a contrast to the past cards, this card stands for balance. The Queen of Wands is an ambitious card. She is energetic. You will find that you can multi-task are well balanced and can juggle home life and maybe even work simultaneously. You are a force to be reckoned with. People find you charming and you are the centre of attention.
You may find that an older, mature woman offers you advice which sets you on this path.
You are feeling energised, with more vitality and a can-do attitude. You quickly forget any burdens in the past and move forward. You will find a new level of happiness with your partner and everything just falls into place.
There is also another pregnancy on the horizon for you and the cards advise that if this is not want you want, then don't just take precautions but take extra ones too.
Card 7: Current state of mind, attitude
Knight of cups reversed
Things, overall are going well you just feel pulled in different directions. Be careful of those who offer you something that seems like it is too good of a deal for you to turn down.
In terms of relationships, there is a feeling that one half is more committed than the other or one half is doing more work that the other. You are feeling emotionally overwhelmed by the demands of the relationship. This can be worked out. Explore, and share, your feelings.
You may feel stuck or emotionally blocked. This is the time to tap back into your emotions, pay attention to your inner self and listen to what you want and what you need right now. Everything else will fall into place, just give yourself some breathing room.
Card 8: Family and friends
Page of Pentacles reveresed
This points to someone who seems unmotivated, uninterested and lost. There is a disappointment, maybe failing an exam, not getting a job or not having things work out the way they were supposed to. There is a sense of resentment, feeling hard done by. A sort of 'why me?' attitude.
You are very likely to be easily distracted now. Do your best to do one thing at a time, and keep your mind where it needs to be. Give yourself a break from your usual routine. If it's possible, even a long weekend to recharge your batteries can help you come back renewed and refreshed.
There may be miscommunication with family, especially if someone is trying to help. Remember their intentions are good.
Card 9: Goals, hopes, fears
Two of wands reversed.
There are feelings of frustration and anxiety as you wait for something to happen. You may feel as though you have made the wrong choice. Your energy may be scattered and you are unable to focus. A situation may not seem to be working out the way you thought it would.
Your own doubt is causing you to lose your focus and energy. There may be altercations or disagreements with your partnerships.
However, a pleasant surprised headed your way soon. Take the time to think positively, and to be grateful for the gifts that life is bringing you. Allow yourself to take joy and pleasure in the little things. Remember to keep your emotions in perspective. Sometimes what you feel is not the total reality of the situation and things are not as bad as they seem.
A relationship will deepen or become more committed and you will literally feel swept off your feet.
There is a relief from financial worries and a positive surprise with money.
Things are looking up.
Card 10: What will be
King of cups
Emotional well-being and harmony. Happiness. Direct your energy, set your goals high and you will achieve amazing results. There is a complete calming in yourself. A sigh of relief and knowing that everything has ended up as it should have. You are positive energy around you.
This card suggests a time of compassion in your life. You have a quieting, accepting nature, and are a natural healer. People are drawn to you. Remember to balance your own needs with your compassion for others.