GoingCrazy2
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Hey! I've been with my OH for four years now, and we have always agreed that 'one day' we'll have children of our own. (I sincerely apologise in advance for this huge babbley rant)
Well here's where I'm frustrated..around a year ago we had 'the talk' as we had a pregnancy scare. To start with he hated the idea of me being pregnant..then he came around to the idea and was so excited that I was over the moon. But then came that dreaded day and I finally got my period, he was so so happy I wasn't pregnant which frustrated me as I was heart broken after being so excited. We then agreed that it was best for us to wait a few years untill we started to ttc. I was gutted as I felt the time was right for us, but respected him enough to wait.
Since then we have had a few "discussions" (heated lol) and as always he wins, and I just have to accept that we are going to wait. And haven't mentioned the subject since.
Finally two weeks ago he bought up the subject and asked me if I'd like to start trying for a baby in jan 2014.. Which of course I was ecstatic about. He'd been researching all sorts and I truly believed he meant it this time. BUT Last night we were talking about it and he came out with "you know I don't want this baby, I'm only agreeing because its what you want ". I'm heart broken.
Not even sure what the point In this post is. I just had to let it out. sorry again for taking up your time. Just feel so alone.
Well here's where I'm frustrated..around a year ago we had 'the talk' as we had a pregnancy scare. To start with he hated the idea of me being pregnant..then he came around to the idea and was so excited that I was over the moon. But then came that dreaded day and I finally got my period, he was so so happy I wasn't pregnant which frustrated me as I was heart broken after being so excited. We then agreed that it was best for us to wait a few years untill we started to ttc. I was gutted as I felt the time was right for us, but respected him enough to wait.
Since then we have had a few "discussions" (heated lol) and as always he wins, and I just have to accept that we are going to wait. And haven't mentioned the subject since.
Finally two weeks ago he bought up the subject and asked me if I'd like to start trying for a baby in jan 2014.. Which of course I was ecstatic about. He'd been researching all sorts and I truly believed he meant it this time. BUT Last night we were talking about it and he came out with "you know I don't want this baby, I'm only agreeing because its what you want ". I'm heart broken.
Not even sure what the point In this post is. I just had to let it out. sorry again for taking up your time. Just feel so alone.