HopefulHeidi
Mum of 2, ttc No.3!
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That is my general feeling for today! Fed up, moody and incredibly snappy!
My cramps are not getting an worse, but my back ache is, still sniffly etc etc I just keep wondering why I do this every month!! I feel like other than when I am OV I dont know my body anymore. I had chemical pregnancy last month and had loads of signs, the month before, loads of signs!!! I know that I am more and more aware of every twinge,pull & ache than ever before. I hate setting myself up for fail every single month. I know it has to happen one day, but until then, I continue to be resentful to my body for making me so bloomin crazy! Or at least until the hormones pass
I try to remain positive but, my hormones like this are a sure sign that the is on her way! Even though I dont usually get them yet (a day or so before) it doesnt mean that it isnt AF!!
Totally totally swallowed up by my hormones today
My cramps are not getting an worse, but my back ache is, still sniffly etc etc I just keep wondering why I do this every month!! I feel like other than when I am OV I dont know my body anymore. I had chemical pregnancy last month and had loads of signs, the month before, loads of signs!!! I know that I am more and more aware of every twinge,pull & ache than ever before. I hate setting myself up for fail every single month. I know it has to happen one day, but until then, I continue to be resentful to my body for making me so bloomin crazy! Or at least until the hormones pass
I try to remain positive but, my hormones like this are a sure sign that the is on her way! Even though I dont usually get them yet (a day or so before) it doesnt mean that it isnt AF!!
Totally totally swallowed up by my hormones today