littlemama16
3 angels babies
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grr i need a vent i am angry annoyed sad hurt disapointed yu name it im it!
i had a miscarriage in jan and would have been due this sat 28th all mnth my emotions have been everywhere ive been snapping flat out at hubby crying one minute extremely angry the next i just wanna curl up in a ball and wait till the month is over! we have been trying to concieve sine jan but no luck so far, hubby has been experiencing testicle pain last few months so off to the doc we went and he has been reffered to a specialist because the doc thinks it mght be prostitis which can affect ejaculation, i have a bircornuate uterus and all i could think was great whats one more to add to the list, the pain hubby sometimes has is so extreme just touching his testicles hurt let alone even thinking of BDing so often when im due to ovulate we cant BD, i dont blame hubby at all not his fault but i think come on what else like seriously! all we wanna do is start a family and it seems everytime we turn around something stops us i know i probally sound like an ungrateful b***h but im not i just wanna be a mum,im hoping he will here from the specialist son and hubby can find out whats wrong and hopefully be able to get somewhere with his pain it kills me everytime he is in pain
i am due for af on 30 th FX'd she dont bother showing up, if she does have to go to doc on CD 21 to have my progestrone levels checked as he thinks that might be low and might be what contributs to my lack of CM, oh well there it is my little rant for the day thanks for reading lol baby dust to everyone! xx
i had a miscarriage in jan and would have been due this sat 28th all mnth my emotions have been everywhere ive been snapping flat out at hubby crying one minute extremely angry the next i just wanna curl up in a ball and wait till the month is over! we have been trying to concieve sine jan but no luck so far, hubby has been experiencing testicle pain last few months so off to the doc we went and he has been reffered to a specialist because the doc thinks it mght be prostitis which can affect ejaculation, i have a bircornuate uterus and all i could think was great whats one more to add to the list, the pain hubby sometimes has is so extreme just touching his testicles hurt let alone even thinking of BDing so often when im due to ovulate we cant BD, i dont blame hubby at all not his fault but i think come on what else like seriously! all we wanna do is start a family and it seems everytime we turn around something stops us i know i probally sound like an ungrateful b***h but im not i just wanna be a mum,im hoping he will here from the specialist son and hubby can find out whats wrong and hopefully be able to get somewhere with his pain it kills me everytime he is in pain
i am due for af on 30 th FX'd she dont bother showing up, if she does have to go to doc on CD 21 to have my progestrone levels checked as he thinks that might be low and might be what contributs to my lack of CM, oh well there it is my little rant for the day thanks for reading lol baby dust to everyone! xx
