Hi everyone,
I'm 10 weeks pregnant and i should be over the moon right?
When i was 17 i had a complicated miscarriage at 3 months. Due to after affects of the depo perova contraceptive injection i didn't think my body was ever able to get pregnant again.
10 years later, I moved to Portugal to start a new life and quickly found a man, who i fell for and we became a couple. I moved into his apartment and then that same month i found out i was pregnant.
I always thought if this miracle would happen again i would be so happy. So in love again with this life growing inside of me. But i'm just tired, exhausted, constant pains/sickness..
Its so hot here (summer) and i cant breathe. My family are all back in England. I feel alone.
I'm terrified why i don't feel bonded yet. We had an early scan at 7 weeks and even with the photo and hearing a heartbeat... nothing. I feel like i'm failing and will be an awful mother.
I'm 10 weeks pregnant and i should be over the moon right?
When i was 17 i had a complicated miscarriage at 3 months. Due to after affects of the depo perova contraceptive injection i didn't think my body was ever able to get pregnant again.
10 years later, I moved to Portugal to start a new life and quickly found a man, who i fell for and we became a couple. I moved into his apartment and then that same month i found out i was pregnant.
I always thought if this miracle would happen again i would be so happy. So in love again with this life growing inside of me. But i'm just tired, exhausted, constant pains/sickness..
Its so hot here (summer) and i cant breathe. My family are all back in England. I feel alone.
I'm terrified why i don't feel bonded yet. We had an early scan at 7 weeks and even with the photo and hearing a heartbeat... nothing. I feel like i'm failing and will be an awful mother.