2 years...

[x_Rainbow_x]

If someone had told me 2 years ago i would have felt all this pain and hurt i think i may have just hid away under a rock and not come out.
2 years ago today i found out i was pregnant for the very first time. So many emotions went through my head. i had always wanted to be a mum. somethings aint ment to be.
This is why i hate xmas time more than anything.

December 25th 2006
we said goodbye to our angel. i m/c on xmas day.

December 6th 2007
our little miricle should have been born, but m/c at 8 weeks april 2007

january 7th 2008
we lost our 3rd baby!

january 18th 2009
this was the EDD of the child that was ment to be. i carried bubba for 10 weeks only to find out we lost him at 7

Now i have the weight of when can i be treated for my chromosome problem. december 16th ill find out.

why is it xmas is such a bad time for me!!

 

[beetlebailey]

aww my darling, im so sorry for your losses to you my darling XXX

 

[Jkelmum]

So sorry for your losses sweetie

 

[cleckner04]

I'm so very sorry to hear this.

 

[Drazic<3]

omg, you have survived so much. My heart goes out to you. I hope so much this happens for you soon

 

[celine]

I am praying that this christmas will bring you HOPE xxx

 

[rachjim98]

Wow you are so strong! Your story is breaking my heart. This will happen for you just keep faith and stay strong.