2011 - The Year Of The Baby!!

[mrssunshine78]

wallie - what do you mean you are out?? isn't it too early to be testing?

 

[mrssunshine78]

i've just read your journal wallie, am so sorry

 

[Misscheifmake]

Hey team PMA! x

Hugs to you Wallie and i am soo sorry, hope you're ok xx

Sunshine, big hugs ready for tomorrow's scan. Fingers crossed that everything goes well tomorrow and if not then lots of PMA vibes and hugs and bring on the next go. Good news on the journal, i'm going stalking!

Silly, hope you're doing good too!

Rachelle - 7 week hugs, wohoo!!

I'm trying to do weightwatchers to as decided that i want to drop a stone too, only problem is i keep cheating - just couldnt fit the Mcdonalds into my points last week so ate it all anyway! lol

Remember we CAN do this if not this time then next time for sure! x

 

[rachelle1975]

Hmmmm mcdonalds!! Good girl

Chocolate has lost it's glitz & sparkle for me... Unfortunately it's not been replaced by a love if salads but instead a love of carbs... Toast, bagels & pasta!! Dinner tonight was something called rumbledethump??? Cabbage, potato & swede which Is fab until you factor in the butter & cheese

 

[Misscheifmake]

Thoughts and hugs for today Sunshine xx

 

[mrssunshine78]

Have updated my journal, still no answers

 

[SillyMoo]

Hey all. How are things?? xxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

not having a good day i'm afraid, yesterday i was all full of hope and overnight its seems to have gone roll on tuesday!!

how r u?

 

[SillyMoo]

Oh hun, I wish I could give you massive great big hug this cyber one comes with lots of warmth and understanding. You really are in such a shi**y position at the moment. Did you ask for an earlier scan?

Try and keep the PMA up, remember that its not over until its over and no news is good news etc, although they arent very comforting for you at the moment. I wish I could tell you what was going to happen to help you out of this suffering.

Lots of love xxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

thank you i didn't ask for an earlier scan, i decided that maybe it was best to wait the full week just in case something miraculous does happen in the week, figured i'd always be thinking what if, do you know what i mean? we're going to see russell howard tonight (hubby bought tickets for my birthday) and if he doesn't make me laugh nothing will!

 

[Wallie]

It really must be so hard for you MrsS, I'm so sorry about all this. Hopefully you'll have a great night which will be a good distraction for you.

AFM - I'm actually alright about everything not going to plan. I can't believe what I'm like actually. I suppose in a way I never thought it would happen anyway but once I knew I was out I was upset. I need to just shut myself off from everything and be sad, cry and do nothing. Once I've done that I feel so much better. I have a great husband, a great friend who's really helped me through it too. It makes all the difference doesn't it.

Hopefully we'll try again soon, maybe June, FX'd anyway.

Hugs to everyone especially you MrsS. Must be hell not knowing...

 

[mrssunshine78]

You've got an amazing attitude wallie, I'm sure next time will be more successful, my clinic even said the first times just like a trial run, so I'm drawing my hope from that too. Having a great husband makes a massive difference, I can't imagine going through this without being with someone amazing.

 

[Misscheifmake]

Its true though that the first time is the trial run, as they need to work out how we respond to the drugs etc and next time they can tweak it all for a better attempt.

I'm doing ok, started running and now in training for the 10k. I am going to need a lot of will power to keep this one up! I am just counting down the days till number two attempt and although still really sad about the m/c i am ready to give it another go. Just have to believe that next time will be a better result.

Hugs to all xxxxx