So, like the title says, I have 3 boys and am due with my 4th baby July 1st. In the pit of my stomach, I feel this is another boy (at this point I just don't ever see myself having a girl). But, I really want this baby to be a girl, BADLY. I want to buy girl stuff. I want to do all that mother-daughter stuff that moms and daughters do together. February is about the time I'll find out what I'm having. This is probably our last child, last chance. Uuuurghhhhhh 😔 And I feel bad for even thinking about this, because I know really what is most important is the baby is healthy. I've had 4 losses and sometimes I think, I wonder if any of those were girls, and I feel so guilty. I just want a girl!!!