Hi everyone,
Reading your posts was very nice. This is a great place
I have had two lap surgeries and stage 1 endo. No biggie, it really was just for pain. I had the first one before I even met my hubby. I had two bc the first doctor missed it, my new doctor is a reproductive endocrinologist. She found it.
My mom had both of her pregnancies right off of the BCP so I assumed I'd have no trouble at all. It started with 45 day cycles after the BCP which I've been on since I was very young due to the endo. We decided to do Clomid in October.
This whole time I've been telling myself this is just for scheduling. I never know when I'm ovulating on my cycles bc they are so erratic. Still, hearing my doctor tell me there is only up to a 20% chance of conception, I sometimes wonder, why bother?
The first cycle of clomid failed. I had two follicles but 6.5 lining, so they changed me to leprozole. My lining was over 7.1 this time but I only had one follicle... but the doctor called it "nice and juicy". I do ovidrel and the progesterone.
I'm scared. This is only my second attempt, but my 4th time knowing my ovulation date. I know more women have to try for 6 months or so... and I have some months under my belt. I'm 29.
My husband wasn't very into assisted conception. I think he's come around now that he sees what shenanigans my body pulls. Still, I am really worried about if the clomid cycles don't work. How long do you wait for IVF? How long is that process?I feel like the more I get into it, the more I feel like Alice in the Rabbit Hole.
I thought this would be super easy. The 15-20% number scares me on an hourly basis. I'm currently moody as heck with the progesterone (5days DPO).
I teach young children with disabilities, my major in college was child development... children are my life. Literally. I never imagined the possibility of having trouble conceiving.
My husband is skeptical of IVF. He tells me the doctors are trying to sell their service. He'd be happy to just try for the next ten years... but I want a few kids, and I'll be 30 soon. This hurts. We had 3% morphology, but the count was like 90 million. The doctor mentioned IVF in passing, but I think it's a bit too soon to go down that road. I have four more months of clomid left.
People at work tell me not to stress. If one more person tells me that... One lady said not to stress and just have fun... which must be nice. She has three kids. My body doesn't work right, it never has in that department. I'm frustrated and sad. I don't dare be hopeful!