caroleb73
LTTC #1 after MC
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Hi Ladies
Hope you are all having a great weekend so far.
I have been offline for a couple of days as was feeling way too emotional and a bit of a mess. I guess my positive outlook took a major nosedive as seeing those 3 eggs on my last scan just got me too hopeful. The whole process made me feel even worse as it was like I had 3 times the chance as women normally do, we BD loads during the fertile time and still we didn't manage it. DH took me out for a meal yesterday to cheer me up and we bumped into a friend who has 3 kids and he asked if we were planning on having some and DH replied work in progress, this guy then replied just relax and it will happen the worst thing you can do is stress about it and time sex. Told my hubby that trying too hard is the biggest factor in causing couples to not get pregnant. I so wanted to scream at this guy as DH said afterwards "see we just need to relax and let nature take it course and it will happen we probably don't even need the docs help".
Well AF arrived today with a vengence and I am dealing with it, I would be lying if I said I didn't cry today as things are still setting me off but hey I am picking myself up and preparing myself for my doctors appointment on Monday. I don't believe my DH's wise old friend that nature will take its course as I have been waiting for nature for long enough. We have been TTC #1 for 15 months with no hint of a BFP so to me that is not quite right for someone who is supposed to have great ovaries, eggs, tubes etc and DH SA was great. I will be discussing starting IUI this cycle and hope to have the first attempt before I travel home for the Eid holidays mid September.
I am not defeated yet and I still believe that my BFP could be just around the corner but I have to completely accept that for us we will more than likely need a whole lot more science involved than we ever imagined.
I am kicking the negativity in the butt and coming out fighting again as the alternative is not one I am ready to accept. I am determined to have a healthy baby and this infertility monster picked on the wrong lady.
Hope you are all having a great weekend so far.
I have been offline for a couple of days as was feeling way too emotional and a bit of a mess. I guess my positive outlook took a major nosedive as seeing those 3 eggs on my last scan just got me too hopeful. The whole process made me feel even worse as it was like I had 3 times the chance as women normally do, we BD loads during the fertile time and still we didn't manage it. DH took me out for a meal yesterday to cheer me up and we bumped into a friend who has 3 kids and he asked if we were planning on having some and DH replied work in progress, this guy then replied just relax and it will happen the worst thing you can do is stress about it and time sex. Told my hubby that trying too hard is the biggest factor in causing couples to not get pregnant. I so wanted to scream at this guy as DH said afterwards "see we just need to relax and let nature take it course and it will happen we probably don't even need the docs help".
Well AF arrived today with a vengence and I am dealing with it, I would be lying if I said I didn't cry today as things are still setting me off but hey I am picking myself up and preparing myself for my doctors appointment on Monday. I don't believe my DH's wise old friend that nature will take its course as I have been waiting for nature for long enough. We have been TTC #1 for 15 months with no hint of a BFP so to me that is not quite right for someone who is supposed to have great ovaries, eggs, tubes etc and DH SA was great. I will be discussing starting IUI this cycle and hope to have the first attempt before I travel home for the Eid holidays mid September.
I am not defeated yet and I still believe that my BFP could be just around the corner but I have to completely accept that for us we will more than likely need a whole lot more science involved than we ever imagined.
I am kicking the negativity in the butt and coming out fighting again as the alternative is not one I am ready to accept. I am determined to have a healthy baby and this infertility monster picked on the wrong lady.