Sammy2009
Mum of 1 daughter,1 angel
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Wow i have two of my very own stalkers! Most impressed!
Well i have updated my journal but in short the test yesterday evening was BFN... yup! I went to pieces which is why i could not update. Went to the mdwife, she had no stuff to take blood and no tests and would not test my urine so that was a complete waste of time... all she said was that it was really early to test WTF???? What two days late for AF? She aint in my world then i was testing from two weeks ago!
I cried all last night and woke up and cried some more but im over it now...
And AF??? well.... pffffttttt! Don't ask me! This morning i wiped and there was this like dark brown, bit stringy, bit jelly-fied stuff that came out of me. Not much.... then this afternoon I put in a tampon cos i thought AF was coming and when i went to change it there was the same on it but not much and so i never put another one in and a few hours later i checked and its GONE! I have had 4 failed procedures and after each one i have had a really aggressive AF starting with fresh red blood and then within an hour the flood gates have opened along with some bad pains (do not get these only after IVF failure)
I have never since I was about 20 years old had brown stuff... I dont know what the hell this was.... i have never seen it before and now its gone and there is no sign of AF which was due Monday. Anyone know what this is? I'm clueless but i still dont hold out any hope anymore thats for sure!
Well i have updated my journal but in short the test yesterday evening was BFN... yup! I went to pieces which is why i could not update. Went to the mdwife, she had no stuff to take blood and no tests and would not test my urine so that was a complete waste of time... all she said was that it was really early to test WTF???? What two days late for AF? She aint in my world then i was testing from two weeks ago!
I cried all last night and woke up and cried some more but im over it now...
And AF??? well.... pffffttttt! Don't ask me! This morning i wiped and there was this like dark brown, bit stringy, bit jelly-fied stuff that came out of me. Not much.... then this afternoon I put in a tampon cos i thought AF was coming and when i went to change it there was the same on it but not much and so i never put another one in and a few hours later i checked and its GONE! I have had 4 failed procedures and after each one i have had a really aggressive AF starting with fresh red blood and then within an hour the flood gates have opened along with some bad pains (do not get these only after IVF failure)
I have never since I was about 20 years old had brown stuff... I dont know what the hell this was.... i have never seen it before and now its gone and there is no sign of AF which was due Monday. Anyone know what this is? I'm clueless but i still dont hold out any hope anymore thats for sure!