Congrats to Jadey and Robinson on your

s!!!
Hope you feel better soon, Nic!
LizzieJane, I feel your pain. FX'd that you O'd and some of those

met the eggy.
Sorry AF came, CountryMomma.
FX'd for you, NDTaber!
Dust and well wishes to everyone
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Here's whats going on with me...
Still no temp spike or + OPK.

I've got great EWCM (it's stretches 2 inches) and fertile feeling cervix but I've pretty much had all that since CD10. It seems like my body wants to O but isn't. I changed my ticker to a 32 day cycle in the hope that maybe this would just be a longer cycle or maybe I was off in figuring that I had 28 day cycles (I never really kept track till this cycle, I just knew I got a period every month, aside from 3 months during my hormone treatments when I wasn't taking progesterone to balance out the estrogen) but I'm feeling pretty hopeless right now. I tried not to worry about OPK and temps, as advised by Claire, but it worries me. I'm feeling doomed, like not only is this cycle hopeless but it's just hopeless in general and I'm just starting the long journey to find out I'm infertile rather than a journey towards PG. Maybe I'd worry less if I was younger (I'm 34) or already had been PG at least once, I don't know. I know it's very early to feel this doomed, and I'm not expecting to get PG right away, but I did expect to O and have at least a + OPK or a temp spike leading to crosshairs or something and my body just keeps taunting me. I hate to keep hoping because every day I get a neg opk and/or no temp spike I feel worried at best and crushed at this point, because I just don't trust the CM and CP (seems like they are crying wolf). Further dashing my hopes is my reading on the digital stick (which I learned to read from this site: https://www.peeonastick.com/opkfaq.html#14), indicating I have low estrogen and low LH today. Cheapy stick flashed a medium line for a second and then it evaporated to no line at all in a second. It flashed a dark line on CD16 but then evap'd to faint in a second.
I've always had regular periods (aside from on hormone treatment) but they've always been quite painful with loads of pre-menstrual symptoms and then regular ovulation pains (sometimes quite painful) and loads of ovulation symptoms. I assumed with all the O pain and symptoms I had been a regular ovulator but I know that's not necessarily so and now I doubt. When checked for cysts last month, I had no cysts on my left, and the cyst on my right ovary was deemed an ovulation cyst by the gyno. Blood flow to both ovaries was good. The doc at the ER said I looked pink and healthy in the lady bits area. My vestibulitis got cured (and that's great) but I feel like what's going on with O isn't right, now.
Can someone please take a look at my chart and let me know what they think? Could I still be due to O, given my crappy stick readings (including faint lines on CD13 and CD16)? Has anyone ever heard of someone getting PG with symptoms like mine (fertile seeming EWCM and CP for ages during the cycle but no +OPK or temp spike)? It just seems like an awful long time to have EWCM and fertile CP (high, soft, open) with no O to show for it (or no +OPK or temp spike, at least).
I'm due to BD again tonight, and there's no harm trying, but I'm so depressed and hopeless right now. What good is fertile CM and CP if my LH and estrogen is low and my temp never spikes? And how can I have all this stretchy CM and low estrogen? Can I just be having diluted urine that doesn't read well? I'm tempted to stop testing and charting because it's bumming me out, but if I'm infertile I'd want to have as much info possible to give the docs in case it would help them help me if there's help to be had. See, I'm feeling very Eeyore right now. I'm tempted to just assume I'm infertile, keep testing and charting, and BD like clockwork anyway on the off chance I'm not (and enjoy that cured vestibulitis - at least if nothing else hormone treatment did that for me and I still feel better than when I was sick) and concentrate on nesting so I have a nice space if a miracle ever occurs (and more organized and clean is a good thing anyway).
I don't know. I'm such a worrier and I have low tolerance for dashed hopes, such that I hate to hope at all, sometimes. (I was one of those people that, in school, I'd assume I'd gotten an F on each test, make my peace with that and continue to try my best, only to get a A on the test, and do the same thing with each test/assignment I got). That's how I'm feeling right now - "I'm never gonna O this cycle. I'm not gonna get PG. Just keep trying my best anyway on the off chance I'm wrong."
Well, I've gotta be able to tell the docs I tried my best. I gotta keep regular BD, testing and charting. At the very least, maybe it will help speed the diagnosis and move me faster along the journey whatever the end result is. I'd rather not drag it out. I'll just consider trying my best an accomplishment in itself. I'm just doing my best. I'm on track with BD and keeping good charts. That's a step in the right direction and all I can do and the best I can do...but it sure would be nice to get a + OPK or temp spike to bring back my hope.
So, my good news for today is I've kept up with my testing and charting and I've got fertile CM and CP if I ever O, and I'm hoping to BD tonight to keep on schedule there. Hopefully I'll be able to get some good nesting done today. There's a storage alcove in my basement that I'm almost done cleaning/organizing.