ladies... I just went to the toilet, has to pee. Decided to check cm and it was red. Not bright scarlet and it was only a small amount, but wtf!?
It was in my cm, it wasnt just blood as it was still sort of clear and gloopy (sorry way tmi!) i nearly cried when i seen it!
Please please dont be AF! Lol, im only cd20... Its waaaay too early! After i peed, there was none when i wiped so what could it be?
Sorry i feel like i will give u all nightmares all this yucky info.. But im panicking! Haha
Thanks if you read this =) xxx
Oh, sounds sort of like what I had going on today! It's very upsetting, seeing that red, isn't it?
FX'd that it's implantation bleed or something!
I feel sooo blah today! The light bleeding I was having has stopped, so Im pretty sure its not AF coming! But I have no idea what it was. I still feel dizzy like ALL the time, and as I type, I feel slightly nauseas, although Im sure it will be gone in a minute.
The other thing which is totally weird for me, is I need to pee like every hour today! Even if Ive had nothing to drink, and when I go its not even alot of pee! But the urge to go is definitely there! Even in my first pregnancy I never had more toilet trips than normal
Im actuall quite worried about something... my cervix feels REALLY open. Like its more open today than it has been the whole cycle. I know I have had a baby already but its like freakishly open compared to normal.
I have decided, Im going to POAS tomorrow. I will apparently be 7dpo, and I got a positive at 7dpo last time. Im only using my cheapies though, no FRERs for a while yet!
Those signs sound hopeful! FX'd for BFP!
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BerlinBetty and NewlyWedFifi, I'm very excited for you for your ultrasounds coming up!
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Tizy, hope things shape up with your OH, soon (or at least in time for fertile times)! Sorry AF got you!
Good luck with your morning BD-ing plan!
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NDTaber, so sorry to hear you are still in limbo!
Hope you get out of limbo soon (fx'd for bfp)! My hair dresser said she didn't get a bfp until two weeks after her missed period, so maybe bfp is still coming for you.
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Congrats on bfp opk test, Jellybean
FX'd that you get that biphasic chart!
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hey everyone !
hope everyone is having a great day !
CD 7 and guess what !? I FOUND PRESEED LOCALLY HERE AND PURCHASED IT .. im having mixed feelings because its sooo damnnn expensive down here and when i opened the box i found a small tube and applications !! how is that going to last me one cycle ???
but the lady who sold it to me advised that it can actually multiple ur chances of conceiving and everyone she has sold it to got preggies off it with in 2 cycles are less .. so not really getting hopes up though !
and its funny i may swtich my doc because for her to recommend ky jelly and everyone i talk to seems to know thats the worst lub u can use i was shocked when my doc said to use that ! even the women who sold me preseed said its just like vaseline ! when i told her i was using vaseleine she advised that it kills sperm instantly and creates a barrier inside
she also advised not to really wash down there too much because ur actually washing away ur natural lubs ...
so today i got home.. hubby got a haircut and he looked oh so good .. tried to attack him and hes like doc said we start cd 8 ! lol i was shocked that he even remembered .. we are going to try the smep this month with preseed .. and i am going to really try and have fun this cycle instead of being so focused on baby making thoughts ..
ill keep everyone posted with the preseed but does anyone have any advice on how to use it ?? i plan to use it ovulation week only
BB
BB, glad you found some Pre-seed locally!
From what I've read on it, if you want to use it to help boost your own EWCM or stand in for your own EWCM, you want to use the applicators to insert it inside you before BD. If you just want to use it as lube that won't kill your hubbie's swimmers, then just do what you'd normally do with it.
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News for me...
Well, even though I felt really depressed and didn't want to eat (I never want to eat when feeling depressed) I felt cravings that would not go away and wound up eating 2 eggs, a whole can of spaghetti-o's with meatballs, and some peanut butter with a tall glass of milk. I'm taking that as a hopeful sign.
Had one teeny tiny spec of pink spotting, and now no more spotting on undies, but when I felt the cervix I came back with a little pink mixed in with the gushy stretchy CM.
I just read that the implantation process could go on from 3 - 5 days, so that gives me hope that my bleed was still IB (or from all the BMs or maybe I scratched my cervix while checking it - I do need to trim my nails again).
I'm pretty sure my temp dip this morning was due to the low room temp and lack of blankets, because I'm running my usual slight fever in the evening here (that's been going on since 8dpo), now that I've got the heat on. Hopefully this morning my temp will be back up a little higher from this mornings.
Still very emotional, one moment laughing my head off at a goofy sitcom, the next feeling like I could just cry.
Also, the stretchy feeling came back with a vengeance after I ate the eggs, and brought with it the heart palps, short breath, dizzy, jelly feeling with a new symptom of feeling like my uterus is rather full. My back ache is also more pronounced. Whatever my body is doing, it wants iron to do it.
I swear, if I wind up not being PG after all these crazy chain yanking symptoms, I'm going to buy a plush uterus (from here: https://iheartguts.com/tag/plush-uterus) and beat the bejeezus out of it with one of those foam Thor hammers they sell in the toy dept.
And I'm going to start having roller coaster dreams, because I feel like I'm on one. I keep going back and forth from thinking I'm out and AF is on her way for sure, to thinking I've still got a chance and good hopes for an eventual BFP. Ugh. I hate this ride.
Well, at least I know that whatever else happens, I've got a solid luteal phase. 13dpo, almost 14dpo, and no AF yet. That's a relief.
I'm thinking I might save my FRER for when FF says I should test and just use the IC's till then, but IDK, I might break down and use one of the FRER's Sat., we'll see. Or maybe AF will get me before then, who knows.
Ugh, my abdomen feels really bloaty now. When I bend over it feels like it's in the way. Body do not be yanking my chain, here.
are in better condition than evening 
sorry AF got you though 
's I have a DR appointment on the 24th so if nothing has happened by then, I am bringing it up.
I'm taking it as I will ov in 2 days so testing will be on the 5th Oct.
My boy cat didn't help by gobbling his dinner and snatching girl cat's dinner and gobbling it, and then puking down an air grate. Had to clean the puke off the grate, then lift the grate and clean it off the bottom of the air duct. 
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