Welp, after all I've been through, AF got me today, after all. The flow still had a weird orange tint in the morning and every now and then I got fluorescent orange/red discharge in the morning, but it now has the proper red tint, it's heavy with some clots and it's coming with very strong AF cramps. So, I'm out. Blah.
I still have a temp above coverline and above the normal period temp, and I've still got the stretchy feeling and other symptoms, esp. after eating, but this seems too heavy for IB. Maybe if it only lasts a day or two, I might still wonder, but I'm assuming this is AF and it will last the standard amount of time.
I read that prenatal vitamins can turn discharge funny colors, and I am taking those, so maybe that was the cause of the funny orange crush color, yesterday. Or maybe that was IB yesterday, and the bean didn't stick.
Perhaps all those symptoms I'd been having this luteal phase were my new PMS symptoms (hormone therapy definitely changed how some things work in my body, since it cured the vestibulitis and since I had more energy in the follicular phase of my cycle than I'd been having the last 4 years). I don't like way the new PMS yanked my chain and had me thinking I could very well be PG, but I'm glad to be rid of the nausea symptom, even though I'm not fond of the burning nipple symptom and the stretchy feeling was rather distracting and chain yanking. Maybe the new PMS symptoms are better for implantation prep and PG health getting off to a good start, though, so maybe it's a blessing in disguise. (Better to have increased than decreased appetite for me).
I still have "being able to ride whatever I want at Disney World/Harry Potter park" as a consolation prize, for not being PG, at this time. And now I also have more time to nest, so that's nice. And I wasn't originally expecting to get PG with C#1, at all (that would have been awfully lucky - I'll be thrilled if it happens within 6 months).
But after all those symptoms, I'm a bit put out to have gotten AF.
But I still feel pretty calm. A bit sad. A bit disappointed. Kinda aggravated - All those symptoms for nothing!
Not cool for faking me out CL/uterus, not cool.
So, I'm now at CD1. At least the suspense is over, that's a relief. And I now know that I've got a solid luteal phase and that I ovulated (if OPK and temps say I O'd, I'm assuming I did indeed O), so I'm not at square one. Hopefully, it's just a matter of time.
Until then...
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PS: Tizy, I'll be taking my HPT on 10/25/12 this next cycle.