wlovew
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What TORTURE this is waiting for AF! BFN after BFN. Can't help but be hopeful every morning I wake up with no blood!! POAS and it's always a disappointment I have a friend who just recently found out she was 6 months pregnant!! All the HPT's she took were negative. She assumed her absent periods was due to stress. Gets an ultrasound and gets the shock of her life. I want to be happy for her but I don't think she will be a good mom, she is a terrible alcoholic (has been drinking daily this entire time up until finding out!!!), still smokes 10 cigarettes a day even knowing she's pregnant. I want a baby more than anything in this world and some people get it without even wanting it. I can't help but feel jealous and extremely sad. So last night I went out with a girlfriend and I got drunker than a skunk and I am paying dearly for it today, plus I feel guilty because I still have the glimmer of hope that I could be pregnant. But all the negative tests are very crushing...