All I Want For Christmas Is A Rainbow...Christmas Testers!

[cutieq]

After 3 losses this week before 5 weeks this year, I'm praying for a BFP and Christmas miracle this year. Anyone else testing on or around Dec. 25th and hoping for a rainbow?

Testers

mm14
SpringOrchid
robo123
Mrsgoodhart
tcinks
coucou11
NDH
SarahA
cutieq
babyfeva​

 

[coucou11]

Hi Cutie! Hope you are feeling good these days! I ended up losing my baby, it stopped growing around 7-8 weeks and I had a d&c last Friday at 11 weeks. So I am recovering from that. Probably won't be trying this cycle but I will be in January. Here's to a beautiful Christmas rainbow for you!!!

 

[cutieq]

Hi Cutie! Hope you are feeling good these days! I ended up losing my baby, it stopped growing around 7-8 weeks and I had a d&c last Friday at 11 weeks. So I am recovering from that. Probably won't be trying this cycle but I will be in January. Here's to a beautiful Christmas rainbow for you!!!

coucou11 I was so happy to see that you commented but this isn't the news I wanted to see. So sorry for your loss and thanks for the baby dust!! Good luck to you in your next cycle.

 

[Mrsgoodhart]

Yes! I had a MMC October 23 at 10 weeks (babe stopped growing at 6) and D&C on Halloween. I waited very impatiently for my cycle to return- how funny, after I prayed to stop bleeding already after the D&C to just want to bleed again- and am happy to say I'm now on CD2 and if all goes well should be testing a couple-few days before Christmas. I'd REALLY like to give DH a BFP wrapped up in a box!

 

[Mrsgoodhart]

PS, freakin' love your profile pic

 

[NDH]

I'm not sure what my cycle will do if I'll ovulate/in time for a Christmas bfp even, but would love it if I did. I'm only 10 days post mmc (natural mc the day I found out bub had stopped growing 4 weeks before) and I still have hcg in my system so idk if ill ovulate not.

 

[mm14]

Long time lurker but first time poster here, hope it's okay to join you ladies

OH and I have been ttc #1 since our miscarriage in March and it would be a perfect end to a difficult year if we got a bfp just in time for Christmas.

 

[Mrsgoodhart]

Welcome mm14 glad you're with us.....a rainbow baby would be the best! FX for all of us.

 

[SarahA]

Can I join you ladies for the wait? M/C end of September, second "proper" cycle since. I should O around December 7th and I'll know one way or the other a few days before Christmas.

Good luck

 

[coucou11]

Hi Cutie! Hope you are feeling good these days! I ended up losing my baby, it stopped growing around 7-8 weeks and I had a d&c last Friday at 11 weeks. So I am recovering from that. Probably won't be trying this cycle but I will be in January. Here's to a beautiful Christmas rainbow for you!!!

coucou11 I was so happy to see that you commented but this isn't the news I wanted to see. So sorry for your loss and thanks for the baby dust!! Good luck to you in your next cycle.

Thank you Cutie, good luck this cycle!!! Hopefully I'll be back into it soon enough

 

[tcinks]

Hi ladies! I have no idea if it will be possible for me, but I'm still hoping! I *think* I got AF a few days ago (could still be leftover mc bleeding, but feels like AF) . If so, hoping to ovulate in the next week or so and get my bfp by Christmas!!

 

[SpringOrchid]

Hello everyone, I'd very much like a christmas bfp too please ;-)

This is my first cycle TTC after losing my first pregnancy at 12 weeks in august due to a Partial molar. Had a D&C and due to the molar follow-up, we weren't allowed to try again until recently when I was given the all clear.

I'm excited to try again but am trying my absolute hardest to be more relaxed about it than I was the first time around.

Cycles have been wonky but I'm currently CD27 (cycles used to be around 35 days). Have no clue when/if I ovulated.

Happy to join you all!

 

[Mrsgoodhart]

Hello everyone, I'd very much like a christmas bfp too please ;-)

This is my first cycle TTC after losing my first pregnancy at 12 weeks in august due to a Partial molar. Had a D&C and due to the molar follow-up, we weren't allowed to try again until recently when I was given the all clear.

I'm excited to try again but am trying my absolute hardest to be more relaxed about it than I was the first time around.

Cycles have been wonky but I'm currently CD27 (cycles used to be around 35 days). Have no clue when/if I ovulated.

Happy to join you all!

I feel like it's so hard to relax after a loss, though. Like....I feel like I am way more obsessed with getting pregnant than I was before, but even when it happens I'm going to be a basketcase, kwim??

 

[SpringOrchid]

I don't know, I think I was desperate enough to get pregnant the first time that I've kind of worn myself out with it all! After the molar I spent so much time worrying about my hcg levels dropping so I wouldn't need chemo that now I'm really happy to be in this place.

I'm certain I'll have huge paranoia when/if I'm lucky enough to get pregnant again but what helps me is that I did absolutely everything right last time and I STILL lost my baby! This taught me that if the baby is going to die or survive, it will do so and there's very little I can do about it either way.

I'm sure after a few more months of trying though I'll get a little less rational! I want a baby so badly.

 

[robo123]

After 3 early losses this year too I would love a Xmas bfp x

 

[mm14]

I don't know, I think I was desperate enough to get pregnant the first time that I've kind of worn myself out with it all! After the molar I spent so much time worrying about my hcg levels dropping so I wouldn't need chemo that now I'm really happy to be in this place.

I'm certain I'll have huge paranoia when/if I'm lucky enough to get pregnant again but what helps me is that I did absolutely everything right last time and I STILL lost my baby! This taught me that if the baby is going to die or survive, it will do so and there's very little I can do about it either way.

I'm sure after a few more months of trying though I'll get a little less rational! I want a baby so badly.

It must have been awful to have the prospect of chemo while you were going through all that. I have my fingers firmly crossed for you (and all of us) for that Christmas BFP!

 

[SpringOrchid]

Thanks mm14. The chance of needing chemo was only small but it niggled at me until I finished follow-up so definitely very grateful now.

What I'm not grateful for is my stupid period which arrived tonight. Boooo! No Xmas BFP for me. Good luck everyone!

 

[mm14]

Boo! Sorry to hear you are out for this month, SpringOrchid. Fingers crossed for a in the New Year.

Well, I was due to ov around December 6th but got a positive OPK on Dec 2nd (and 3d, and today!?!) so me and the OH have been getting busy I have been temping again this month so hopefully I will see some evidence of ovulation in the next couple of days.

I hope you all are doing okay x

 

[cutieq]

I'm going to spend some time catching up. In the meantime, I updated the front page with names. Helps me keep up with things. FX for us all!

 

[robo123]

I think I ovulated yesterday I had awful cramps and positive opk Thursday night and Friday morning. Fingers crossed. I am going to try hold off testing until 17th Dec so I will be 10/11 dpo