I dont really know how to start this thread. I'm Sarah, im 18 and in August i lost my twins. I was technically out of second tri, but i had only got my toe over the line into third before i lost them both. MY girl got a knot in her cord. Her brother then slipped away, we dont know why. We didnt want to run tests. We felt it was more peaceful thinking he had just gone to be with his sister. Anyway, they are my children, my babies, my world. But am i still a mother? I have no children on earth. I mean, i guess i'm not a parent, cause i never had the chance to 'parent' my children. But i'm still a mother because i mothered my children, right? I'm just a little confused. But i've never had the nerve to ask this question before.