not blooming
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Joined this site today as I am looking for support. I am 9 weeks into my first pregnancy. Planned as it was , thought it would be the making of me I have now ended up in the worst depression ever. Every morning I wake up with the same feeling of dread of getting through another day. I just keep thinking if I would miscarry then all these feelings would go away I hate myself for thinking it but if I'd have known it was going to be like this I would have never got pregnant