StephyB
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I can't believe I'm writing this. I feel so horrible for the way that I feel we just found out that we are expecting our second baby boy. I can't help but feel like a little piece of me has died. I've been dreaming of a little baby girl. Please tell me I'm not a horrible human for feeling this way. Obviously all that matters is that the baby is healthy. And he is. I just wanted some pink in my life. And all I know is life with a brother. Hubby is being great and says we can have another. But I don't think I can roll the dice again. The Chinese gender chart did say boy for getting pregnant in July not sure why I thought it would be wrong.... ughhh wish I didn't feel this way , please tell me it will pass