bostonblonde
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It's been almost 5 months since my miscarriage and despite my best efforts, I am not pregnant again yet. I am not coping with this too well. I was on low dose antidepressants while I was pregnant, but stopped them immediately the day of my D&C, in case that had anything to do with me losing my baby.
The reason I was on them in the first place is because I am so unhappy at my job, and they helped me cope with it for about a year. I was so happy when I got pregnant, because it meant that finally the end of my job was in sight and I could finally do what I wanted to do, be a mother. When I lost the baby, I thought I would get pregnant again fast and I'd still be able to get out of my job soon. But it's not happening, and now I feel like I will always be there.
The ups and downs of TTC after miscarriage are almost too much for me to bear on top of this. I can't take another month of opks, forced BD, false pregnancy symptoms, limiting the amount of fun I have just to be on the safe side --- only to have it all come crashing down. I am just very very unhappy and I need help.
The reason I was on them in the first place is because I am so unhappy at my job, and they helped me cope with it for about a year. I was so happy when I got pregnant, because it meant that finally the end of my job was in sight and I could finally do what I wanted to do, be a mother. When I lost the baby, I thought I would get pregnant again fast and I'd still be able to get out of my job soon. But it's not happening, and now I feel like I will always be there.
The ups and downs of TTC after miscarriage are almost too much for me to bear on top of this. I can't take another month of opks, forced BD, false pregnancy symptoms, limiting the amount of fun I have just to be on the safe side --- only to have it all come crashing down. I am just very very unhappy and I need help.