My first born was natural labor (even though I begged for hours to have an epidural) had an episiotomy (I could feel myself tearing) and the cord was around his neck, he was born blue, still etc... and had to be revived, which took a while. His APGAR score was 2, then 5, then the best it got for a while was 7. He was in the NICU for a while before I could snuggle him.
Second born- placental abruption, severe bleeding, ambulance, put to sleep, c-section, he ended up passing away 8 hours after birth, I needed blood transfusions, terrible experience.
Third- Scheduled c-section, early morning, came out screaming, healthy pink baby.
Ended up badly jaundiced for weeks before her billirubin levels lowered. Struggled with breastfeeding, sleepy, preemie.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE the shows!
I don't dwell on my birth experiences, I embrace them, be them shitty or great. My first born has complications mentally (in hospital as we speak
) but I am so thankful I got to bring him home. Kayleigh, I don't feel bad I didn't have labor, or deliver vaginally as she is here and I get to snuggle her when I want. When I see a baby born, I cry... I am happy they are bringing their baby home, and oh so thankful they do not experience shit I did. It gives me a renewed hope for the whole thing. I feel blessed to share the experience with them, even though it's just on tv. I think those shows might do you ladies a lot of good someday so you can get past your terrible experiences and move on to be able to enjoy such a beautiful experience, regardless of circumstances. They bring their babies home.... to me, it's lovely.